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So... Yea. It's eleven o clock at night, and i have no cklue what the hell is going on right now in my life.
I started student teaching this semester. Thats right, Mike is in charge of a classroom, and I'm currently warping little minds as you're rerading this. Scary, ain't it?
I have two jobs, one i get paid for through school (Student teaching/9.75/p/hour) and My Rink job (10.50p/hour) Both are stressful.
I guess i'm just reflecting on the usual. Lack of women folk in Mikes life. It seems everytime i work up the fucking courage to ask a chick out, I'm to late, as someone elese has made their move. It's getting really fucking annoying. I don't know what to do anymore...
Anyhow. I'm running Cthulu right now at the club (I'm still there on occasion/not as much as i used to be though) I patched things up with the realms crew and were back on speaking terms, just not as often, which is good i guess. Shadars a great guy, i just need some time off of people at times, to help me collect my thoughts. I did that, and now things are semi-back to normal.
I took care of some unresolved issues a few weeks ago with someone else, and it made me feel a little better, bu the stress is still rampant. I think my biggest problem right now, is i really don't have anyone to just talk to. Josh/Jen live in their own little world at times, Josh/Joe/Meeble and the boys? Don't see them often enough to dump shit on. Castro, and the rest of the club? Castro's cool, but is kinda more a hang out and talk shit friend, not an open up to friend. And the club is a herd of sheep that i can have eat out of my hand if i so choose. That place is totally a fucking drag now. Only reason i still go is for the occasional ego boost.
Oh yea, and as for the truly latest drama, it turns out my mom iinda went wacko on me. I simply told her that i was sick of her fucking bullshit, and to get the hell out of my face. I was rewarded with a slap, and told to get the fuck out of my home. I went to work, and came home to find half my shit on the front lawn. I packed it up in my car, got all my dress cloths for work, and bolted. I'm currently crashing on my buddy Kyles couch this week. He's an old bud from high school that used my couch for a week last summer, and is now returning the favor. I talked to my dad and he's trying to work my mom down, so i can come back, but I'm not holding my breath.
Is this what my life came to? Crashing on my buddies couches? God i hope not. Needless to say, I'm probaly going to have to check out motels soon, and see if i can find any super cheep ones for now. No way I'm bothering anyone else with this shit. Instead, I'm just going to bitch. BUt my dad says to give him another day, so i guess i'll know soon enough.
Oh well.
At least i have my health. And mental sanity. But for how long?
Anyway, i ned to bolt, as i have to be at work early do to the fact that we're having a confrence on a problem child who likes to bite. Yipee...
Later fishes.
Mike
I started student teaching this semester. Thats right, Mike is in charge of a classroom, and I'm currently warping little minds as you're rerading this. Scary, ain't it?
I have two jobs, one i get paid for through school (Student teaching/9.75/p/hour) and My Rink job (10.50p/hour) Both are stressful.
I guess i'm just reflecting on the usual. Lack of women folk in Mikes life. It seems everytime i work up the fucking courage to ask a chick out, I'm to late, as someone elese has made their move. It's getting really fucking annoying. I don't know what to do anymore...
Anyhow. I'm running Cthulu right now at the club (I'm still there on occasion/not as much as i used to be though) I patched things up with the realms crew and were back on speaking terms, just not as often, which is good i guess. Shadars a great guy, i just need some time off of people at times, to help me collect my thoughts. I did that, and now things are semi-back to normal.
I took care of some unresolved issues a few weeks ago with someone else, and it made me feel a little better, bu the stress is still rampant. I think my biggest problem right now, is i really don't have anyone to just talk to. Josh/Jen live in their own little world at times, Josh/Joe/Meeble and the boys? Don't see them often enough to dump shit on. Castro, and the rest of the club? Castro's cool, but is kinda more a hang out and talk shit friend, not an open up to friend. And the club is a herd of sheep that i can have eat out of my hand if i so choose. That place is totally a fucking drag now. Only reason i still go is for the occasional ego boost.
Oh yea, and as for the truly latest drama, it turns out my mom iinda went wacko on me. I simply told her that i was sick of her fucking bullshit, and to get the hell out of my face. I was rewarded with a slap, and told to get the fuck out of my home. I went to work, and came home to find half my shit on the front lawn. I packed it up in my car, got all my dress cloths for work, and bolted. I'm currently crashing on my buddy Kyles couch this week. He's an old bud from high school that used my couch for a week last summer, and is now returning the favor. I talked to my dad and he's trying to work my mom down, so i can come back, but I'm not holding my breath.
Is this what my life came to? Crashing on my buddies couches? God i hope not. Needless to say, I'm probaly going to have to check out motels soon, and see if i can find any super cheep ones for now. No way I'm bothering anyone else with this shit. Instead, I'm just going to bitch. BUt my dad says to give him another day, so i guess i'll know soon enough.
Oh well.
At least i have my health. And mental sanity. But for how long?
Anyway, i ned to bolt, as i have to be at work early do to the fact that we're having a confrence on a problem child who likes to bite. Yipee...
Later fishes.
Mike