Dear reflection in the mirror
Why do you make things so visually Delicious?
ramble on nugga
So this years resolution theme is going to be "Deal wit it !" Meaning I am going to deal with what i have and work with it.
Now in the past I admit, I always ran away. Regardless of what it was, I ran, and i ran so far away.
BUT THIS YEAR IS A YEAR OF TRUE CELEBRATION BECAUSE I NOW HAVE A BETTER UNDERSTANDING OF THE BEAST WITH IN!
So instead of running away from myself and the people who love and enable me, I will stand my ground and work with myself.
I am a mess, but I can be a more put together mess once I get a little more whats the word....i dont know I have lost my train of thought, which is ok because that is who I am, and I will better it, but if along the road I find that I cannot change sudden farts from my brain I will not hate myself, or beat myself up..or the oh so famous drink my problems away.
I will instead take it with a grain of salt and say "you know what I brain fart, and that is ok"
I seems in the past the people I was around didnt like me, and to be honest I never really liked myself, this year is the year where now I do have the time and brain cells and gas to accept what is to be accepted and move on. I guess with the coming of age and sudden stints of anxiety as the clock reaches 12 I have to realize what I can actually obtain with in the (disgusting word comming up ) grips (not that word) of reality (there it is!) and understand that even though I will never find life on mars with David Bowie and ride Unicorns with Dr. Zaus from Planet of the Apes, I can however reach Planet awesome with David Fresquez and Ride to my future job as a nurse with Dr.San Antonio.
I have also learned that although telling the truth is the best policy, a fib here or there about my current where abouts to certain maternal figures isnt too bad.
Hell a lie here or there isnt bad, its not like Im killing anyone.
Unless the lie is about say, I dismemberment a gay male who worked at target with one of my samurai swords and I stole his credit card and bought an X box 360 and a backpack to hide out in the woods.
Now that would be horrible.
But I also realized with a slow handle of reality, a lot of things are fucked up and I think I have earned the title now being 24, that I can say "that sucks" and move on.
That doesn't however get my involvement from certain animal and human rights that I kinda fight for as I sign petitions and talk to senators by email, Yeah its not much but I try to get involved some how.
I also realized that masturbation is amazing, unless you do it more than 2 times a day because then it gets a little more painful and very time consuming.
Unicorns and meow meowz
danie kat
ramble on nugga
So this years resolution theme is going to be "Deal wit it !" Meaning I am going to deal with what i have and work with it.
Now in the past I admit, I always ran away. Regardless of what it was, I ran, and i ran so far away.
BUT THIS YEAR IS A YEAR OF TRUE CELEBRATION BECAUSE I NOW HAVE A BETTER UNDERSTANDING OF THE BEAST WITH IN!
So instead of running away from myself and the people who love and enable me, I will stand my ground and work with myself.
I am a mess, but I can be a more put together mess once I get a little more whats the word....i dont know I have lost my train of thought, which is ok because that is who I am, and I will better it, but if along the road I find that I cannot change sudden farts from my brain I will not hate myself, or beat myself up..or the oh so famous drink my problems away.
I will instead take it with a grain of salt and say "you know what I brain fart, and that is ok"
I seems in the past the people I was around didnt like me, and to be honest I never really liked myself, this year is the year where now I do have the time and brain cells and gas to accept what is to be accepted and move on. I guess with the coming of age and sudden stints of anxiety as the clock reaches 12 I have to realize what I can actually obtain with in the (disgusting word comming up ) grips (not that word) of reality (there it is!) and understand that even though I will never find life on mars with David Bowie and ride Unicorns with Dr. Zaus from Planet of the Apes, I can however reach Planet awesome with David Fresquez and Ride to my future job as a nurse with Dr.San Antonio.
I have also learned that although telling the truth is the best policy, a fib here or there about my current where abouts to certain maternal figures isnt too bad.
Hell a lie here or there isnt bad, its not like Im killing anyone.
Unless the lie is about say, I dismemberment a gay male who worked at target with one of my samurai swords and I stole his credit card and bought an X box 360 and a backpack to hide out in the woods.
Now that would be horrible.
But I also realized with a slow handle of reality, a lot of things are fucked up and I think I have earned the title now being 24, that I can say "that sucks" and move on.
That doesn't however get my involvement from certain animal and human rights that I kinda fight for as I sign petitions and talk to senators by email, Yeah its not much but I try to get involved some how.
I also realized that masturbation is amazing, unless you do it more than 2 times a day because then it gets a little more painful and very time consuming.
Unicorns and meow meowz
danie kat