The Awkward Conversations

Jan 24, 2011 19:27

Allen's having a hard time talking to Kanda after the kiss. Things are awkward between the two of them.

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isaiditsallen January 28 2011, 01:54:15 UTC
Wahh~! [He's startled by her sudden appearance, although it probably wasn't all that sudden. He's been really out of it lately.] Huh? What?

Is something wrong? Um, well, how to put this... [He's not sure how explain and it is kind of a personal reason. Well, it can't hurt telling her about it.] I kissed someone when I was drunk. And I didn't mean to but I kissed them. I just realized I really like that person but I don't know how to face them. It's just really embarrassing.

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isaiditsallen January 29 2011, 08:17:57 UTC
[He's flustered now. What's this person like? She wants him to describe Kanda? How to describe Kanda...] Well, when we first met I didn't like them. I thought they had an attitude problem and they didn't like me because I was...different. We really didn't get along. We got into a lot of fights and arguments. [He gives a small, shy smile.]

During our first mission together, oh! [He realizes she might not know about the Black Order or exorcists and hurries to explain to her.] See, we work together and we go on missions. Well, during our first mission together, we got closer. Not real close or anything, but we were able to depend on each other. I think we also began to understand each other a little bit more, too. [He takes a deep breath and pauses.] Um, are you sure you want to hear about this? I mean, this must seem pretty boring. I could wrap it up real quick if you like...?

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isaiditsallen January 30 2011, 04:55:53 UTC
Vent? I don't think vent is the right word but if you don't mind listening... [He scratches his cheek, clearly embarrassed but wanting to say more.] I mean, it's not like I can really talk to anyone around here...

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isaiditsallen January 30 2011, 06:43:25 UTC
I'm not worrying about you telling anyone. [He smiles sheepishly.] I just didn't want to bore you. But you seem fine with listening... [He takes a deep breath.]

Well, like I said, we got closer on our first mission. After that, it was a little while before we went on another mission together. [He looks down at his feet.] We weren't exactly happy hanging out together. But we worked well together and well... [He blushes slightly.] Um, since it was so cold we ended up sleeping together. Not together together! [He explains quickly, realizing how that would sound.] We just shared the same bed! That's all! But um, well... It's still embarrassing admitting that. [He's bright red now. His hand is covering his mouth loosely. He glances at her expectantly, wondering if she'll look at him with disgust or judgement.]

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isaiditsallen January 30 2011, 10:28:30 UTC
[Eh? Well, okay, he can go with that.] Y-yeah, sure. [Gulps and clears his throat. He lossens his collar slightly.]

W-well, anyway. We didn't see each other for like a month after that. After that... [He looks away.] He went missing. Nobody could find him. I had to search for him. I was so scared. I hadn't yet realized my feelings for him but I couldn't think of living without him. When I finally found him, he was really beat up. I thought he was going to die... [Lowers his head. He'll need a response to continue or he'll get lost in his own thoughts.]

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Part 2 isaiditsallen January 31 2011, 20:04:11 UTC
[He shakes his head, getting back on track. Don't remember. Don't remember. {This is an actual scene from the anime. XD}] An-anyway. After we got him to safety, he began to heal up but he still wasn't at his best. He was really weak. He kept trying to talk about how he was going to go fight again. He wouldn't listen to anything anyone else was saying, despite it being obvious he would die if he fought again. [Allen shook his head, a sad sheepish smile playing across his head.] I kinda lost it... I yelled at him, telling I would fight instead, so he had to rest and figure out how to beat the guy. He actually listened to me, a first. We've...we've kinda been friends ever since.

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isaiditsallen January 31 2011, 20:19:57 UTC
Ehe... Well, kinda... [He continues to rub the back of his neck sheepishly.] I mean, we were okay and then I went to this party and got really drunk... [Looks down.] Well, I kinda kissed him. It was on the cheek but it's still awkward for me to look him in the face. [He doesn't realize this is pretty much the first time he's acknowleged he has feelings for another guy to her.]

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