The cup is not even here
Wow, how long can they make one car commercial? Repeat it some more guy's I don't think I caught the part about you only selling cars to people with money sticking out there a-holes.
Well I am sick, not in the stomach but just of stuff.
Sorry I have not vented in a while..................................
I am no better or special than any body in this city and nor are they more than me. People are the one thing in my life that I have a hard time putting up with, including myself. I might seem kosher at first but always somewhere down the line someone notices that I screw up, and for that, I automatically go from nice guy in the back of the crowd to prick of the day. Even as I am thinking this and typing it I am wondering how long my jerk side will last? I don't know, and no, my parents are not mean and my brother is actually being alright lately, my home life is good. But I do notice when people don't appreciate the nice things I do, and thats not the point. But they do notice me giving them a weird look as I try and tell them I don't like something."Why do you always do that Ryan?" I open these doors to places where people hate me and I have no clue why? I am just tired of saying sorry for something that was only 60% my fault.
On another note, I do not think I am old but I also don't think I am young. I do know one thing though I am not anywhere near wanting to settle down. I am glad for the rout I have chosen. Even though sometimes I wish I had never dropped out. Thinking about being back in the hallways at the high school, writing on the walls with no thought of getting into trouble, spitting on the rich kids cars, actually hitting those pricks that thought I was push-over, would be mighty fun. But then again where would that future have brought me I would most likely be some where I totally hated right now. Tkinking about a job that I would hate and even if I went to college I would probally flunk and waste my parents money. So I am greteful for where God has put me, now I just have to sit back and enjoy the ride.............................
Man, Sorry that won't ever happen again!...................................
Well I am sick, not in the stomach but just of stuff.
Sorry I have not vented in a while..................................
I am no better or special than any body in this city and nor are they more than me. People are the one thing in my life that I have a hard time putting up with, including myself. I might seem kosher at first but always somewhere down the line someone notices that I screw up, and for that, I automatically go from nice guy in the back of the crowd to prick of the day. Even as I am thinking this and typing it I am wondering how long my jerk side will last? I don't know, and no, my parents are not mean and my brother is actually being alright lately, my home life is good. But I do notice when people don't appreciate the nice things I do, and thats not the point. But they do notice me giving them a weird look as I try and tell them I don't like something."Why do you always do that Ryan?" I open these doors to places where people hate me and I have no clue why? I am just tired of saying sorry for something that was only 60% my fault.
On another note, I do not think I am old but I also don't think I am young. I do know one thing though I am not anywhere near wanting to settle down. I am glad for the rout I have chosen. Even though sometimes I wish I had never dropped out. Thinking about being back in the hallways at the high school, writing on the walls with no thought of getting into trouble, spitting on the rich kids cars, actually hitting those pricks that thought I was push-over, would be mighty fun. But then again where would that future have brought me I would most likely be some where I totally hated right now. Tkinking about a job that I would hate and even if I went to college I would probally flunk and waste my parents money. So I am greteful for where God has put me, now I just have to sit back and enjoy the ride.............................
Man, Sorry that won't ever happen again!...................................