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wow! it was a hassle getting this thing back. ashley, i am so sorry!
i must discuss my sadness for a short while: jamie. he's used me all up and i don't know whats left of me. i'll explain. 2 or so weeks ago i broke it off with jamie, insisting that we needed some space. mind you it was my constant intention for us to get back together in a short time. friday, to my suprise, he tells me we can't be together again. he basically used me to find friends, a job, give him a place to sleep and bail his ass out of jail. now he's done with me. he claims he wants to be single; but being single doesn't last forever. and now he's lingering in my circle of friends. meaning: i can't get away from him. i hear his name every day and i just wanna cry. and now i'll be forced to hear about, or even see him with his new girlfriend when he gets one! i can't do this. i want to disappear. i'm distraught! i'm in love with the demonic asshole! how could he do this to me? throw away 3 years? i feel like i just wasted a huge chunk of my life. time i could have spent with someone else. someone who might actually care. its inevitable. i'm gonna be alone forever. no one loves me!
"this just in: jamie is now a poser punk rocker! he dyed his hair black. i bet he even dug up his old "punk" clothes. oh god! this is a nightmare!"
give me my jamie, back!
so this is why is sit and get stoned, all alone! life sux!
i must discuss my sadness for a short while: jamie. he's used me all up and i don't know whats left of me. i'll explain. 2 or so weeks ago i broke it off with jamie, insisting that we needed some space. mind you it was my constant intention for us to get back together in a short time. friday, to my suprise, he tells me we can't be together again. he basically used me to find friends, a job, give him a place to sleep and bail his ass out of jail. now he's done with me. he claims he wants to be single; but being single doesn't last forever. and now he's lingering in my circle of friends. meaning: i can't get away from him. i hear his name every day and i just wanna cry. and now i'll be forced to hear about, or even see him with his new girlfriend when he gets one! i can't do this. i want to disappear. i'm distraught! i'm in love with the demonic asshole! how could he do this to me? throw away 3 years? i feel like i just wasted a huge chunk of my life. time i could have spent with someone else. someone who might actually care. its inevitable. i'm gonna be alone forever. no one loves me!
"this just in: jamie is now a poser punk rocker! he dyed his hair black. i bet he even dug up his old "punk" clothes. oh god! this is a nightmare!"
give me my jamie, back!
so this is why is sit and get stoned, all alone! life sux!