tired
i just turned on my com for the 4th time today and i feel like dying just staring at the com.
literally.
but anw, i have the sweetest Boyfriend ever!
so blessed. (:
on another note, yes, i'm extremely tired.
today we sang King for P&W.
it was e first song in the list... it was a happy song but i was just too caught up with thinking about my ethics preso.
then halfway through the song, i told God i really wanna put aside everything and just abandon myself to worship.
i'm not sure if i heard it right, but i think He said, "then let go. worship Me."
then tears kept flowing and flowing and flowing.
i am simply too tired for words.
and tired of trying to fit in, trying to not be stressed.
i guess Adrian's right. God knows my strengths and weaknesses.
i dont have to pretend.
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on another separate note...
i feel so crappy cause i missed the second lesson of SP, missed my grp meeting, missed the YA event.
all in a day.
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literally.
but anw, i have the sweetest Boyfriend ever!
so blessed. (:
on another note, yes, i'm extremely tired.
today we sang King for P&W.
it was e first song in the list... it was a happy song but i was just too caught up with thinking about my ethics preso.
then halfway through the song, i told God i really wanna put aside everything and just abandon myself to worship.
i'm not sure if i heard it right, but i think He said, "then let go. worship Me."
then tears kept flowing and flowing and flowing.
i am simply too tired for words.
and tired of trying to fit in, trying to not be stressed.
i guess Adrian's right. God knows my strengths and weaknesses.
i dont have to pretend.
--
on another separate note...
i feel so crappy cause i missed the second lesson of SP, missed my grp meeting, missed the YA event.
all in a day.
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