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I am pissed off because of retarded things but I'm still going to talk about them because I can.No one reads this anyway.I really fucking hate it when girls who have had no previous culture start to latch on to who they think is cool.Cool being whether it's a friendly envy or an envy out of desperately wanting to be acknowledged by their boyfriend so they act like his ex girlfriend.There have been waaaayyyyy too many similarities to just say it's a coincidence and I am not just blowing smoke up my ass because it's so fucking obvious that it's retarded.Whatever fuck her.Girls piss me off.
I had an ex message me an apology stating he had had an awakening and was sorry for all the bullshti he caused me.I told him to fuck himself...but in nicer words.I didn't swear at all except for telling him the shittiest thing of all was how he was fucking around with girls when we were together.That's the only time I used a swear..
I told him I wouldn't even spit on his grave to show how much pain he caused me.It sickens me that I actually for a day or two was going to accept his apology but you know fuck that I would have to be an idiot to accept anything from him after everything he put me through.So fuck that..I feel a lot better now that I've told him this.It feels like a huge weight has been lifted and now I'm not carrying around so much anger.It's not worth destroying parts of your life because someone was evil to you with no concern for any of your feelings though he told you he did.I've fucked up a lot of things in my life because I have harbored this negativity for this past year or two because of him but it's not his fault it's my fault for letting him.Now I truly walk very proud knowing that he's always going to have to live with himself whether it even bothers him at all that I can't accept his apology...I doubt it even bothers him...he's got too much pride and ego for such the little boy that he is.
I had an ex message me an apology stating he had had an awakening and was sorry for all the bullshti he caused me.I told him to fuck himself...but in nicer words.I didn't swear at all except for telling him the shittiest thing of all was how he was fucking around with girls when we were together.That's the only time I used a swear..
I told him I wouldn't even spit on his grave to show how much pain he caused me.It sickens me that I actually for a day or two was going to accept his apology but you know fuck that I would have to be an idiot to accept anything from him after everything he put me through.So fuck that..I feel a lot better now that I've told him this.It feels like a huge weight has been lifted and now I'm not carrying around so much anger.It's not worth destroying parts of your life because someone was evil to you with no concern for any of your feelings though he told you he did.I've fucked up a lot of things in my life because I have harbored this negativity for this past year or two because of him but it's not his fault it's my fault for letting him.Now I truly walk very proud knowing that he's always going to have to live with himself whether it even bothers him at all that I can't accept his apology...I doubt it even bothers him...he's got too much pride and ego for such the little boy that he is.