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i've been so busy lately...ugh. yesterday i made $25 in tips, so that was really neat. i went out to dinner with shane, sharla, dan, debbie, and wendy. i've missed dan and his crazy stories...he always has something to talk about, and he always makes me laugh so much. he told some story about how his mom locked his hamster (named hamstee) in the car with the windows up...it was hilarious, in a morbid sort of way. i promised dan i'd hook him up with free hot dogs, so hopefully he'll stop and visit! debbie has been looking for jobs down in brown county, which is sad because she wouldn't be around in the summers, but i'd be close to her when i was in school, and i'm sure we'd see her when shane came down to visit.
last night i was supposed to go out to dinner with shane and his grandma, but his grandma cancelled, because she had a really big avon order come in. shane told me she had a birthday present for me...i guess his grandma asked if i was "wild like sharla." haha. that's so cute.: ) i am a lot like sharla, i think. anyway, so i just went over to shane's house and we watched the storms and such. it was wonderful...i love him. tonight he's making me dinner. mmm.
my tattoo is almost completely healed! it's still been itching like crazy, but i've been applying aloe vera lotion constantly. i made shane put his hand on it yesterday, because his hand was ice cold and that felt so nice.
cliff came by the hot dog cart yesterday. he told me some things about john...that made me see this side of john that i haven't seen this whole time, and it really upsets me. according to cliff, john never wants to see me again and he doesn't care a thing about me. i can't understand it, but i am happier than i have ever been, so i shouldn't let that get me down. if john wants to stay bitter inside like that, it will only hurt him in the end. i'm not saying that we should jump back to being friends, but at the same time...if i saw him, i would say hi to him, i wouldn't run and hide in the back of casey's like he did. what upsets me the most is that it keeps me from spending a lot of time with chad, because john can't even look me in the face. i wonder why? i just don't understand...no explanation, he just didn't want to be my friend anymore. although everyones theory is that it had something to do with shane, because john realised that he could never have me and it was too much for him. i don't know though.
to everyone that i owe emails to: i'm really sorry, i haven't had much time to email lately (i don't even have the time to update this really), but i'm off work tomorrow so i will catch up, i promise!
last night i was supposed to go out to dinner with shane and his grandma, but his grandma cancelled, because she had a really big avon order come in. shane told me she had a birthday present for me...i guess his grandma asked if i was "wild like sharla." haha. that's so cute.: ) i am a lot like sharla, i think. anyway, so i just went over to shane's house and we watched the storms and such. it was wonderful...i love him. tonight he's making me dinner. mmm.
my tattoo is almost completely healed! it's still been itching like crazy, but i've been applying aloe vera lotion constantly. i made shane put his hand on it yesterday, because his hand was ice cold and that felt so nice.
cliff came by the hot dog cart yesterday. he told me some things about john...that made me see this side of john that i haven't seen this whole time, and it really upsets me. according to cliff, john never wants to see me again and he doesn't care a thing about me. i can't understand it, but i am happier than i have ever been, so i shouldn't let that get me down. if john wants to stay bitter inside like that, it will only hurt him in the end. i'm not saying that we should jump back to being friends, but at the same time...if i saw him, i would say hi to him, i wouldn't run and hide in the back of casey's like he did. what upsets me the most is that it keeps me from spending a lot of time with chad, because john can't even look me in the face. i wonder why? i just don't understand...no explanation, he just didn't want to be my friend anymore. although everyones theory is that it had something to do with shane, because john realised that he could never have me and it was too much for him. i don't know though.
to everyone that i owe emails to: i'm really sorry, i haven't had much time to email lately (i don't even have the time to update this really), but i'm off work tomorrow so i will catch up, i promise!