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I told Evan about the job interview. He didn't really like the idea, even if I hadn't voiced my own reservations about it. He kept wanting to come with me. Which, God I love him for, but he has school and studying and it was really a no biggie. I went down to Manhattan last Wednesday. The job offer was legit in everyway, 'cept that it wasn't the guy offering it's idea. He was put up to it. I could feel it the minute I sat down with the guy. So lets see, who has the motive and the means to push a multimillionaire busiman into offering me a job that would take me out of the country the majority of the time? Doesn't take a rocket scientist to figure it out. But just to be sure I asked travis to look into my father in law a little more carefully, see if he does in fact have ties to Bachmann. Hell, I'm curious now. I want to know all of what daddy dearest is up to. I would never tell Evan, what i suspect, but I want to know exactly who I'm dealing with and am kicking myself for not doing it sooner.
Needless to say I turned the job down. Evans right, its not like I need it. I just...I figured if I was bringing in just as much as he did into the house maybe it would make things better. I haven't been able to figure out why his dad doesn't like me. I thought maybe it was that I didn't come from the same background as them. I0 don't think he knows much about my background there are ceratin things that only Evan really knows about me. Things that a PI couldn't find out. I know I have had Travis investigate me for the shits and giggles and I know what there is thats out there that people can find out. Anyways. I'm not sure if its my lack of background, my lack of money, or my age, maybe he thinks thats the only reason I married Evan or something. So I have tried to bring in my fair share. Or it could be that I encourage Evan with the music. It's his passion, he's good at it, of course I support him. But Julian hates it, the band thing. So maybe thats why he hates me.
I don't know apart of me is like fuck him, if Evan is happy then what the hell do I care what his dad thinks. The other part doesn't want Evan to have to put up with his dads displeasure just cause he decided he wanted to be with me. I would do anything to make sure Evan was happy. I just wish Julian could see that.
Needless to say I turned the job down. Evans right, its not like I need it. I just...I figured if I was bringing in just as much as he did into the house maybe it would make things better. I haven't been able to figure out why his dad doesn't like me. I thought maybe it was that I didn't come from the same background as them. I0 don't think he knows much about my background there are ceratin things that only Evan really knows about me. Things that a PI couldn't find out. I know I have had Travis investigate me for the shits and giggles and I know what there is thats out there that people can find out. Anyways. I'm not sure if its my lack of background, my lack of money, or my age, maybe he thinks thats the only reason I married Evan or something. So I have tried to bring in my fair share. Or it could be that I encourage Evan with the music. It's his passion, he's good at it, of course I support him. But Julian hates it, the band thing. So maybe thats why he hates me.
I don't know apart of me is like fuck him, if Evan is happy then what the hell do I care what his dad thinks. The other part doesn't want Evan to have to put up with his dads displeasure just cause he decided he wanted to be with me. I would do anything to make sure Evan was happy. I just wish Julian could see that.