Mar 13, 2006 04:37
Well, haven't said much in awhile, so I figured I'd update this a bit. Let's see...what's goin on in my life.......
Well I work a lot. only 4 days a week but I put in about 45-55 hours a week in those days. I love bartending. I missed it. Missed the money too. I forgot what it was like to have money. I need to remember that yes, I can afford to get that kick ass boondocks shirt at the mall, because I do have enough money now. Foreign concept for my brain to wrap around.
Ah, social life. I've made a few friends down here. Already lost one too. Fuck him. That's all I wanna say about that. There are others, Nikki, Darin, and then let's just say I have an official big brother now. he's about 6'1", mohawk, tattoos all over. literally. And his nickname is Suicide. He works with me. I love the man. he's a bartender/Stand-up COmdeian/Bouncer. 3 jobs. fuckin hot too, but way too dirty for me. go figure. Other than that, I pretty much drink alone these days.
And I sure as hell am not gonna date any of these idiots. Again I state that southern boys have thin skin. None of 'em can deal with me.
Health wise, I feel better than I have in ages. I guess stress did have a lot to do with it. again, go figure.
Overall happiness meter= about 5.
Tonight in particualr is one of those nights where I really wish I could go home. I miss my friends. I miss my family. I miss my Daddy. I wanna come home.
But I can't. It would be stupid. I have one hell of an opportunity here. The way I figure it, by October, I will be totally out of debt and possibly be able to afford my own bike. or whatever else extravagant thing I want. How can I leave that now?
Guess I'll have to live with internet social life for awhile, huh?