Just Another Night
Monday
I hate my school! I hate my school! I hate my school! I hate my school! I hate my school! I hate my school! I hate my school! I hate my school! I hate my school! I hate my school! I hate my school! I hate my school! I hate my school!
I didn't write this Friday. I come home, late... Dad tells me someone from my school called. Call them back. He gave her my cell phone. Now I get the message. Some excuse about Brookdale wants to lower the number of students and want to know if I want to be moved earlier. Initially I was like... OK, that's not bad. But then I start realizing... It conflicts with Neuro although I don't like Julius and know he's on a power trip, you still have to play nice. I constantly keep running to him for help, etc, etc. Then the fact that that would leave me with a more than 4 week break, which would require me to take a leave of absence. Then, I'm reading on value MD... Hard rotation Q 3 to 4, depending on students, very hands on learn a lot. No call rooms. So it's kinda like Kings County, sounding to me. Ugh... Considering I'm planning to take my step afterward, not a good rotation to do. So this AM, I'm looking for her number... I email her. Later I get a call. Basically saying I have to take it. Either I take it or I'm dropped and I have nothing. Julius won't be mad. Yes he will! He told a student... This is not Ross University hospital. He doesn't have to cater to them. Exactly. But I sent off an email, begging him. I'm so mad! The fact that I was bumped before, I'm being bumped now. She's like I'm on some list to be bumped. Cause they know me from Peds? I even told her, I heard it's hard, I won't have time to study. Her suggestion. Take a 6 week leave of absence. God... I feel like crying... Cause I felt I've shot myself in the foot. I was scheduled obgyn, like weeks ago, initially. Gonna take the step in April. But I pushed it off till afterwards, so I'd have ObGyn. But now, ObGyn itself, and the fact I won't be able to study during the rotation... I feel I'm destined to fail.
Other stuff I guess...
Someone bumped my car. They were like sorry, Ma'am. No damage. WHAT!?! We were blocking traffic, so I was like, check it. Nothing. OK, so I drive off. Never once did I check out his car. But then again, he hit me, if anything he'd have to pay for the damage.
I realized the reason I don't eat is not cause I think I'm fat / will get fat... It's cause I'd have to pay money! Haha. We went to Jillian's on Sunday. Mom was like you need to exercise, you belly is getting big. I rub it and smile like it's my pride and joy. I'm sick. Then Vinny was like I can afford to have a 2000cal diet. WHAT!?! Seriously... I get like both... People thinking I'm fat / ... not skinny really, just not fat.
Hm... Will I lose 15 lbs again at Queens.
Oh yeah, Mom's happy I'm getting Queens cause she knows so and so there. I personally think Queens Hospital Center is different from New York Hospital Queens. But she claims it's not.
I'm gonna be the crazy old lady with the cats. I'm gonna die rich and have no one to give my money too cause frankly at this point, no one deserves it so I'll leave it to my many cats!
Back to the Opus Dei guy and the spontaneous abortion stem cells... I mean, they were spontaneously aborted for some reason. Wouldn't they have chromosomal abnormalities? What's the church's stand on even spontaneous abortions and stem cell research?
Haha... So it was Father's day. sparkyboy said today he saw JJG out of the cassock. In a like cotton shirt, shorts and sandals. I was like, was he hot? LOL!!! I was like I'm gonna give him a camera just so he can stalk him for me. I even asked if he had nice legs. I'm sick!!! Seriously, did he look hot?
[ snip ]
Seriously, I know how... Much Julius is... full of himself. He's been nothing but nice to me and I haven't had to kiss up, nor have had any real contact with him. So I get a response. He's like...
Everything OK with your core schedule? Let me know if it does not work out. As far as the electives are concerned, the adjustment or cancellation is not an issue.
Then I explain to him again, how I want to move it up to next week / get another elective all I get as an answer is OK. I mean, I'm happy that I can get something quick. I assume I'm moving neuro up, but... OK... What does that mean exactly? Nothing else, no confirmation email. As to not to seem anxious, I'll give some time before I ask... Like neuro next week or another elective? I don't want to just show up and not know what I'm doing / assume anything.
Aw... I didn't look who it was from, but saw the subject "email confirmation." It was a for my Altar Boyz order. :(
Tuesday
*sigh* I hope it's just cause I didn't really study before I started doing questions. I finished 50qs from Q book. Sure... Some people do that in a day. But with "school" being tired, distracted, reading as well, plus the way I do qs... I rewrite them and write out the answers. So in a day, at most I do like 10. Sure... I'd be done in 5 days... But like I said, I haven't really been studying. Anyway, I did horrible. I was on a roll at the end / really thinking things out, so I expected to do better.
Tomorrow we are leaving for Parris Island, SC. I think I'm packed. A little duffle bag, my Globus bag with study material, etc, etc. As far as I know, we'll be packed. But as per Kitty, she doesn't mind. It's:
1. Me
2. Mom
3. sparkyboy
4. Kitty
5. Tita Jhulia
6. Jhumna
7. Roscel
8. Alex
9. durlxnemesis
10. Domino.
Yeah. Mom said it was up to his Mom / them downstairs if they wanted to cram another person in. As far as I'm concerned, I don't care cause I'll be in the co-pilot seat.
Anyway, vacation is cut short. Part of me is OK with it. But then again, I'm not in the rotation yet. I mean, I have 2 weeks of Neuro. 2 hours classes. I come home I'll be bored. I mean, what did I do all day? I did my tapes and studied. Well... There was a little side trip to Michaels... Anyway, all I do is watch TV / study. Occasional laundry, clean my room. Doing that for a month... OMG... But then part of me still longs for a long vacation. The fact I'm going somewhere doesn't make the need go away. The fact that I get to go to HH and have a week off after ward. Then... After the step, I've got 4 week electives to do. No breaks for a long time again. But... I'm getting spoiled. I mean, for months I didn't have a break. I get a taste of it, I want more. I mean, I didn't have a week off between Psych to cardio... 26 weeks. Haha... Some people don't get off period. I shouldn't complain. But how many people have like 12 hour work days and not get paid?
Speaking of money... I am worth $1,264,618 on HumanForSale.com.
Oh yeah, back to prev entry... So I email Julius this AM for an Email confirm. He gives me the exact dates I had to cancel! Ugh... I then clarified myself, for the 3rd time... Yeah! Neuro for the next 2 weeks. Then it works out cause I can get my Path eval on the 28th as well. Thank you!
I had a Cary Shields dream last night. Ugh... All I remember is someone had somehow gotten me tons of autographed pictures and basically a care package of all this stuff from him. Little post cards and letters to me. At some point I read something off a card, which I thought was funny. I then tried to find it again to show someone, but couldn't. As always I can't remember what I read in my dreams, yet I do, which I heard isn't possible...
Anything else worth writing before I get to notes?
Oh yeah, so plan for today was go to Best Buy, Michaels. Got Lois and Clark season 3. It came with a free movie ticket to see Superman. Anyone want to see? If it weren't free I don't think I would go. Off to Michaels. Got 2 grey t-shirts and a black one. Made my Cary Shields shirt and just a shirt with a street sign saying Broadway. Anyway, while I was there I get a call from sparkyboy. He has a t-shirt idea. Lol. What a coincidence! He says he gonna wear it at Dom's grad. He's ballsy! What's a ballsy? Lol. Kitty wants me to make her a shirt saying Grapes are fun... Say huh? Anyway, I kinda messed up on my Cary Shields shirt. I need to put words lower down on my chest... Plus it's just not straight, I don't think. Then I was thinking... I got letters for Alb's shirt, but ended up not using them cause they didn't have enough of each letter and it turned out to be 7 bucks instead of 4... I'll just return them. sparkyboy said he would pay me back. But then it's only the shirt which was like 4 bucks. No need. Then... What's with the bracelet making, the t-shirt making... Not getting paid... I'm just sparkyboy's sweat shop worker! Lol.
Anyway, drove all across town, just to use Mom's Exxon card, in Dad's name and stopped by Staples. Picked up more t-shirt transfers and a new stylus.
OK, 2 notes and that's it. Frankly cause I'm bored with this...
There is this commercial for Fort Myers Sanibel. The cinematography the music... Seems like it's copying a timberland commercial they had a while back... That used Cat Steven's The Wind. I mean, seriously... If you're gonna imitate, at last get the real music!
Speaking of Cats... APPNY on Sunday. BCLS test. "She" read off the answers... At a point she was like Cat, dog. I had written that, look at Jennie's... See she's writing C, D... OMG!!! I end up tearing off the top, getting a new paper, copying Jennie's answers. Later I find out I'm not the only one! Mom, Aunt Pitat... Seriously! A room full of doctors! Can't even copy answers right!
Oh yeah, "she" was a he and cancelled last time cause she wanted to go to the Gay Pride Parade.
I hate my school! I hate my school! I hate my school! I hate my school! I hate my school! I hate my school! I hate my school! I hate my school! I hate my school! I hate my school! I hate my school! I hate my school! I hate my school!
I didn't write this Friday. I come home, late... Dad tells me someone from my school called. Call them back. He gave her my cell phone. Now I get the message. Some excuse about Brookdale wants to lower the number of students and want to know if I want to be moved earlier. Initially I was like... OK, that's not bad. But then I start realizing... It conflicts with Neuro although I don't like Julius and know he's on a power trip, you still have to play nice. I constantly keep running to him for help, etc, etc. Then the fact that that would leave me with a more than 4 week break, which would require me to take a leave of absence. Then, I'm reading on value MD... Hard rotation Q 3 to 4, depending on students, very hands on learn a lot. No call rooms. So it's kinda like Kings County, sounding to me. Ugh... Considering I'm planning to take my step afterward, not a good rotation to do. So this AM, I'm looking for her number... I email her. Later I get a call. Basically saying I have to take it. Either I take it or I'm dropped and I have nothing. Julius won't be mad. Yes he will! He told a student... This is not Ross University hospital. He doesn't have to cater to them. Exactly. But I sent off an email, begging him. I'm so mad! The fact that I was bumped before, I'm being bumped now. She's like I'm on some list to be bumped. Cause they know me from Peds? I even told her, I heard it's hard, I won't have time to study. Her suggestion. Take a 6 week leave of absence. God... I feel like crying... Cause I felt I've shot myself in the foot. I was scheduled obgyn, like weeks ago, initially. Gonna take the step in April. But I pushed it off till afterwards, so I'd have ObGyn. But now, ObGyn itself, and the fact I won't be able to study during the rotation... I feel I'm destined to fail.
Other stuff I guess...
Someone bumped my car. They were like sorry, Ma'am. No damage. WHAT!?! We were blocking traffic, so I was like, check it. Nothing. OK, so I drive off. Never once did I check out his car. But then again, he hit me, if anything he'd have to pay for the damage.
I realized the reason I don't eat is not cause I think I'm fat / will get fat... It's cause I'd have to pay money! Haha. We went to Jillian's on Sunday. Mom was like you need to exercise, you belly is getting big. I rub it and smile like it's my pride and joy. I'm sick. Then Vinny was like I can afford to have a 2000cal diet. WHAT!?! Seriously... I get like both... People thinking I'm fat / ... not skinny really, just not fat.
Hm... Will I lose 15 lbs again at Queens.
Oh yeah, Mom's happy I'm getting Queens cause she knows so and so there. I personally think Queens Hospital Center is different from New York Hospital Queens. But she claims it's not.
I'm gonna be the crazy old lady with the cats. I'm gonna die rich and have no one to give my money too cause frankly at this point, no one deserves it so I'll leave it to my many cats!
Back to the Opus Dei guy and the spontaneous abortion stem cells... I mean, they were spontaneously aborted for some reason. Wouldn't they have chromosomal abnormalities? What's the church's stand on even spontaneous abortions and stem cell research?
Haha... So it was Father's day. sparkyboy said today he saw JJG out of the cassock. In a like cotton shirt, shorts and sandals. I was like, was he hot? LOL!!! I was like I'm gonna give him a camera just so he can stalk him for me. I even asked if he had nice legs. I'm sick!!! Seriously, did he look hot?
[ snip ]
Seriously, I know how... Much Julius is... full of himself. He's been nothing but nice to me and I haven't had to kiss up, nor have had any real contact with him. So I get a response. He's like...
Everything OK with your core schedule? Let me know if it does not work out. As far as the electives are concerned, the adjustment or cancellation is not an issue.
Then I explain to him again, how I want to move it up to next week / get another elective all I get as an answer is OK. I mean, I'm happy that I can get something quick. I assume I'm moving neuro up, but... OK... What does that mean exactly? Nothing else, no confirmation email. As to not to seem anxious, I'll give some time before I ask... Like neuro next week or another elective? I don't want to just show up and not know what I'm doing / assume anything.
Aw... I didn't look who it was from, but saw the subject "email confirmation." It was a for my Altar Boyz order. :(
Tuesday
*sigh* I hope it's just cause I didn't really study before I started doing questions. I finished 50qs from Q book. Sure... Some people do that in a day. But with "school" being tired, distracted, reading as well, plus the way I do qs... I rewrite them and write out the answers. So in a day, at most I do like 10. Sure... I'd be done in 5 days... But like I said, I haven't really been studying. Anyway, I did horrible. I was on a roll at the end / really thinking things out, so I expected to do better.
Tomorrow we are leaving for Parris Island, SC. I think I'm packed. A little duffle bag, my Globus bag with study material, etc, etc. As far as I know, we'll be packed. But as per Kitty, she doesn't mind. It's:
1. Me
2. Mom
3. sparkyboy
4. Kitty
5. Tita Jhulia
6. Jhumna
7. Roscel
8. Alex
9. durlxnemesis
10. Domino.
Yeah. Mom said it was up to his Mom / them downstairs if they wanted to cram another person in. As far as I'm concerned, I don't care cause I'll be in the co-pilot seat.
Anyway, vacation is cut short. Part of me is OK with it. But then again, I'm not in the rotation yet. I mean, I have 2 weeks of Neuro. 2 hours classes. I come home I'll be bored. I mean, what did I do all day? I did my tapes and studied. Well... There was a little side trip to Michaels... Anyway, all I do is watch TV / study. Occasional laundry, clean my room. Doing that for a month... OMG... But then part of me still longs for a long vacation. The fact I'm going somewhere doesn't make the need go away. The fact that I get to go to HH and have a week off after ward. Then... After the step, I've got 4 week electives to do. No breaks for a long time again. But... I'm getting spoiled. I mean, for months I didn't have a break. I get a taste of it, I want more. I mean, I didn't have a week off between Psych to cardio... 26 weeks. Haha... Some people don't get off period. I shouldn't complain. But how many people have like 12 hour work days and not get paid?
Speaking of money... I am worth $1,264,618 on HumanForSale.com.
Oh yeah, back to prev entry... So I email Julius this AM for an Email confirm. He gives me the exact dates I had to cancel! Ugh... I then clarified myself, for the 3rd time... Yeah! Neuro for the next 2 weeks. Then it works out cause I can get my Path eval on the 28th as well. Thank you!
I had a Cary Shields dream last night. Ugh... All I remember is someone had somehow gotten me tons of autographed pictures and basically a care package of all this stuff from him. Little post cards and letters to me. At some point I read something off a card, which I thought was funny. I then tried to find it again to show someone, but couldn't. As always I can't remember what I read in my dreams, yet I do, which I heard isn't possible...
Anything else worth writing before I get to notes?
Oh yeah, so plan for today was go to Best Buy, Michaels. Got Lois and Clark season 3. It came with a free movie ticket to see Superman. Anyone want to see? If it weren't free I don't think I would go. Off to Michaels. Got 2 grey t-shirts and a black one. Made my Cary Shields shirt and just a shirt with a street sign saying Broadway. Anyway, while I was there I get a call from sparkyboy. He has a t-shirt idea. Lol. What a coincidence! He says he gonna wear it at Dom's grad. He's ballsy! What's a ballsy? Lol. Kitty wants me to make her a shirt saying Grapes are fun... Say huh? Anyway, I kinda messed up on my Cary Shields shirt. I need to put words lower down on my chest... Plus it's just not straight, I don't think. Then I was thinking... I got letters for Alb's shirt, but ended up not using them cause they didn't have enough of each letter and it turned out to be 7 bucks instead of 4... I'll just return them. sparkyboy said he would pay me back. But then it's only the shirt which was like 4 bucks. No need. Then... What's with the bracelet making, the t-shirt making... Not getting paid... I'm just sparkyboy's sweat shop worker! Lol.
Anyway, drove all across town, just to use Mom's Exxon card, in Dad's name and stopped by Staples. Picked up more t-shirt transfers and a new stylus.
OK, 2 notes and that's it. Frankly cause I'm bored with this...
There is this commercial for Fort Myers Sanibel. The cinematography the music... Seems like it's copying a timberland commercial they had a while back... That used Cat Steven's The Wind. I mean, seriously... If you're gonna imitate, at last get the real music!
Speaking of Cats... APPNY on Sunday. BCLS test. "She" read off the answers... At a point she was like Cat, dog. I had written that, look at Jennie's... See she's writing C, D... OMG!!! I end up tearing off the top, getting a new paper, copying Jennie's answers. Later I find out I'm not the only one! Mom, Aunt Pitat... Seriously! A room full of doctors! Can't even copy answers right!
Oh yeah, "she" was a he and cancelled last time cause she wanted to go to the Gay Pride Parade.