I want Jesus to stare into my soul...
On Sunday they had that reading about Repent, the Kingdom of Heaven is at hand. So I did my usual Sunday Mass postings and used that sticker, etc as my picture. I had taken the picture in my #PrayerCorner so the magnet was still there when I prayed. It was just on the table for a bit. But then... I propped it up on my picture of the Divine Mercy last night and... Whoa... I now feel the need to have an icon or framed picture of Jesus, specifically a similar one where he's looking into my soul! As I said, I have a picture of the Divine Mercy and... It's not the original. Jesus looks almost cartoony / Disney-esq. I dunno... I get nothing from it. At the same time... Like it's weird... Part of me wants to feel hurt. Screamed at. Sometimes I wish my priest would just scream at me and tell me what I need to do. And it's not that I don't feel... Because when I'm at Mass... There are times when I want to cry, but out of love. And in a sense it's a sadness. It's so weird! I dunno... Wow... This is weird. But yeah... Looking for the exact or similar icon / picture. I might have to resort to Ortho Bros... But have to avoid certain ones which I hear are actually fugazi? Oh and I have to add... I do love my cute little statues and... I've said it before it's either cutesy or high art. I also like to ponder baby Jesus and his fat rolls!
Feeling this, but it's too small. Corneristanbul.
Still looking for a crucifix.
I had a dream about Tuxedo Cat... I guess we had taken him in and he was just so clingy. Like he was constantly sleeping on my chest / shoulder. But then when I was brushing my teeth he was sitting in my dirty spit water.
In other news... Another cat showed up after Tuxedo cat. I've mentioned it before (?). It's like grey and white, but the grey parts are more multicolored than Bubba... I think Mom wants to feed both. Honestly I'm more concerned about Tuxedo cat because it was supposidly the neighbors which they just abandoned. Who does that!?!
7500centfish is thinking of a cross country trip... Muhahahaha!!! The first place I thought of was Colorado... But to see the Catholic Stuff You Should Know priests! HAHAHAHA!!! I honestly can't think of any place else to go at this point.
Oh and it's not driving over bridges that scare me... I just can't navigate having to merge in and out of traffic. So... I don't feel comfortable driving though NYC with that traffic, but have no issue past the city and lower traffic situations through tolls / over bridges. I seriously almost killed the Aunts one time I drove home from Jennie's upstate.
In terms of international travel... I just want to go to Rome and hang around Vatican City the whole time...