I voiced my opinion on Yoga...
As I hinted at on last post... Aures said she did her first yoga session, 7500centfish mentioned stuff. At that point I was like not gonna say anything... Ugh, what was I thinking? Like yes I didn't want to say anything, but at the same time I didn't want to be like preachy. But then Jhumna chimed in to encouraging Aures. Ugh... At that point I was like frak it! I don't care if people think I'm crazy or I'm like... Some weirdo for believing strange things. I could even imagine certain cousins saying, "Crazybeth!" So I posted a vid and said to be careful, it could open you up to the demonic. After the fact I don't think the video said that at all. It was more... You're doing something of a different religion, that is not of God. Don't do it. And... It's just 1 video. Many will say as long as you're just doing the movements and not the mental exercises, the chanting, it's fine. But that doesn't deny the fact that parts of it shouldn't be done. In my half awake state I was ranting about cultural appropriation and "White Buddhism".
In other news... Mom asked me to open the solar room door and I bug sprayed the hell out of the solar room, then preceded to spray the downstairs. Afterward my hands felt... Tight? Or... Like it can easily close if I make a slight movement, like I have very little fine control?
I had a dream that I was "watching" some youtube vid, more it was a playlist that was playing which included conservative talk and Catholic vids. And as it played... First off, people from Chicago were in the house and slowly people excused themselves from the room. The last being Ceci. Like she had to seriously close her comp and announced she had to leave, like, "Sorry, I can't." Then walked off. Part of me was relieved to be left alone. But then... I also felt sad in the fact that no one shared my thoughts. And... I'm not a crazy right winger, but I also admit to be right leaning...
Like I said, I've been experiencing arm pain and I thought it was a weird "side effect" of the vaccine or something... I did a google search and reddit had a thread. But all the comments are. You're a nut, see a doctor. Sigh... I'm so tired. Like you can't even question anything. And... This person, me... We're not questioning / bad mouthing the vaccine. Just curious if it's a thing. But God forbid you question. "You're horrible!" And... I guess being pro-vacc, but anti mandate is being horrible too? I'm so sick of it all.
Lol. Mom came into my room last night and I don't remember anything much than waking up to her call, but then falling asleep almost immediately again. I then also remember being annoyed my door was open and closed it at some point. I then woke again just before 4 to do my "Night prayer" Apparently Mom wanted me to help her with the computer.
Texts.
I have a draft that I didn't send to 7500centfish... Dr. L does his charts at the dinning room table so the billing forms he gave me to enter smelled of food. Ew... A few of them had food stains. Gross!
The Book Revue officially closed. So I posted a pic to my instagram / Family Chat of the time Mom and I went to see Bear Grylls at a book signing. No one seems to have cared aside Jhumna.
Tweets.
Canceled!
Worst part of the day!
In other news... Mom asked me to open the solar room door and I bug sprayed the hell out of the solar room, then preceded to spray the downstairs. Afterward my hands felt... Tight? Or... Like it can easily close if I make a slight movement, like I have very little fine control?
I had a dream that I was "watching" some youtube vid, more it was a playlist that was playing which included conservative talk and Catholic vids. And as it played... First off, people from Chicago were in the house and slowly people excused themselves from the room. The last being Ceci. Like she had to seriously close her comp and announced she had to leave, like, "Sorry, I can't." Then walked off. Part of me was relieved to be left alone. But then... I also felt sad in the fact that no one shared my thoughts. And... I'm not a crazy right winger, but I also admit to be right leaning...
Like I said, I've been experiencing arm pain and I thought it was a weird "side effect" of the vaccine or something... I did a google search and reddit had a thread. But all the comments are. You're a nut, see a doctor. Sigh... I'm so tired. Like you can't even question anything. And... This person, me... We're not questioning / bad mouthing the vaccine. Just curious if it's a thing. But God forbid you question. "You're horrible!" And... I guess being pro-vacc, but anti mandate is being horrible too? I'm so sick of it all.
Lol. Mom came into my room last night and I don't remember anything much than waking up to her call, but then falling asleep almost immediately again. I then also remember being annoyed my door was open and closed it at some point. I then woke again just before 4 to do my "Night prayer" Apparently Mom wanted me to help her with the computer.
Texts.
Tweets.