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i think i might have made a terrible mistake.
it is clear to me that money isn't what's driving me here (not that it hurts to have some extra), so what is it?
is it worth exposing oneself? what are the risks?
i keep thinking about this cat power song
"just because they know your name
doesn't mean they know from where you came"
there's this tiny voice inside me that tells me it's not worth it, and i really have nothing to say to argue with it.
the good thing is that you always have a place to go back to when the world proves to be horrible for the 1673534th time.
i have that place and it's warm and safe so i shall not fear.
right?
it is clear to me that money isn't what's driving me here (not that it hurts to have some extra), so what is it?
is it worth exposing oneself? what are the risks?
i keep thinking about this cat power song
"just because they know your name
doesn't mean they know from where you came"
there's this tiny voice inside me that tells me it's not worth it, and i really have nothing to say to argue with it.
the good thing is that you always have a place to go back to when the world proves to be horrible for the 1673534th time.
i have that place and it's warm and safe so i shall not fear.
right?