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Oct 09, 2007 02:14

I haven't smoked in two days! What a feat for me! Of course don't get too excited I'm not planning on quitting anytime soon, I'm just testing my limits, to see how long I can go without smoking. My cravings haven't been too bad. But I've never really been someone who was really completely addicted. I am actually proving at this moment that I really can quit whenever I want, this is not denial because look at me! I"M DOING IT! Haha, but the thing is that it does help me de-stress and I especially need it on Wednesday nights. So I think I won't smoke until Wednesday night after Anime Club. So, remember, I really can quit whenever I like, I really am choosing to be a smoker. You can decide whether or not you believe me now.

Ack. I am tired but I know that if I try and go to sleep right now I won't be able to. I've been trying to write my next story for ATACT but its not reallly working out at the moment. I'm tryin to introduce these three characters that are really essential for my next story line which will be centered around one of my side characters. But alas, I cannot figure out how to achieve my objective. I just need to write it and hope that it comes out the way I wanted.

Ok, screw it I'm gonna try and get some sleep.... I may toss and turn for two hours but so be it.
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