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Inside the Tome of the Night Sky, I had a dream. It was a nice dream.
It was so nice that at first it was scary.
Linith, Alicia, my mother, they were all there. Alicia was my older sister, and Mother smiled at me the way I always wanted her to.
But all three of them are gone, and my Mother was never smiled at me like that even once, and even though I was the younger sister, I was older than Alicia. If Alicia were still alive, I would have never been born. It was an impossible dream, so I knew it that's all it was: a dream. ... but it was what I always wanted.
It was such a nice dream, and yet it was so sad. Despite that sadness, I didn't want to let go. A part of me wished I could have accepted it. But...
While it was something I always wanted, it wasn't everything I wanted.
It was missing someone very important.
Inside the Tome of the Night Sky, I had a dream. It was a nice dream.
It was so nice that at first it was scary.
Linith, Alicia, my mother, they were all there. Alicia was my older sister, and Mother smiled at me the way I always wanted her to.
But all three of them are gone, and my Mother was never smiled at me like that even once, and even though I was the younger sister, I was older than Alicia. If Alicia were still alive, I would have never been born. It was an impossible dream, so I knew it that's all it was: a dream. ... but it was what I always wanted.
It was such a nice dream, and yet it was so sad. Despite that sadness, I didn't want to let go. A part of me wished I could have accepted it. But...
While it was something I always wanted, it wasn't everything I wanted.
It was missing someone very important.