Jun 21, 2008 22:27
There're people here who aren't supposed to be real. Maybe they aren't. I guess I've talked to people who weren't real before.
That mean I'm still dreaming, or is death as fucked up as life?
Talked to Princess Leia from fucking "Star Wars." There're more people like that--people from movies and stuff. I keep thinking that I might not be real, if I'm here with them. Don't know why the fuck anyone would make up someone like me. What I don't get is who's making all this shit up, if we're all imaginary.
Need a smoke.
People're getting sick. Sounds real nasty. I start throwing up blood, and the first thing I'm doing is finding a gun. Worst that can happen is I end up somewhere different. Maybe it'll be somewhere better. Maybe it'll be hell.
Fucking ticking.
At least I got a roof over my head. It's nice, even if I'm not real.
crazy,
the fourth wall,
suicide sounds fun right now,
not real,
plagues,
ticking,
needs a cigarette,
withdrawal