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Today in tennis we played the meanest girls I've ever met in my life. They were super pretty and moderately talented but I couldn't help but be moved to shock by their atrocious attitudes. Seriously, it was unreal. The worst thing was I could totally see myself two years ago going "Can you make your calls a little louder we're kinda far away" with more bitchiness in every syllable than I thought was possible. It's tennis. There's no reason to make a friendly polite game into bitchfest '08. Females have been such a disappointment to me lately. I suppose it's really people in general, I just take more notice and offense when women live up to their stereotypical catty personalities. If you want to be in your own group in dance class, it's ok. If you said some mean things about my friend because you don't know her that well, an apology will suffice and it's ok. If you're on a high school sports team, the opponent doesn't have to be the enemy. They're just people. They might even be really cool people. I wish everyone could take a step back and realize how incredible it is to exist. I never want to feel the twinge of jealousy or resentment when i see someone. It's so ridiculous. I want to like everyone, and i want to hear other people's stories, and their opinions. And I want to have real conversations about everything.

and furthermore, I want to know if I should go to Maryland or St. Mary's next year