Jan 13, 2006 04:45
I'm so pissed off now!
sometimes I think that i'm crazy, i keep hearing things, and when i tell ppl they look at my like i'm psycho, judging me. they can never understand pain, because they've never had to go thru it.
i hear them, i hear them.
they crawl around in the back of your head, and they tell u to do things. bad things. god! no one would understand...
sometimes i just wish i could stop all the noises, its lik i've got all these voices in my head, and all of them are just screaming. screaming.. screaming...
and they are just there, like, all the time.
i think sometimes i just wanna end it all, y'know, it just gets too much all the time...
but wats the point in that, it wont make any difference.
I live everytday with the voices, and i dont always listen to them. i can resist them.
thats why i'm, like, the bravest person i know, an d no one else will ever understand. maybe one day you will... but it'll b to l8...
-K