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[is_it_withn_me]

I cant understand the way my father is towards me....
I think Im a good daughter I try to be obedient, but I guess thats not enough to be able to do what I think I deserve

It seems like everyone wants a piece of me right now...
I found out who the guy at the party was and that hurts me even more...I asked him what happened and he said... nothing .... that we were just talking because I was crying.... and I said "why was the door locked then?" He said the door was never locked but my friend said she tried to open it and it was.
I guess theres nothing I can really do about it anyways.
I was thinking about that whole situation and it brought the talk that me and my dads conversation into thought...He was saying how if we have a problem its the same as a cut....Its only going to get worse unless you treat it... It will get infected and grow worse and worse....you have to confront your problems....I want to but I dont have the slightest clue what to do....I guess I'll just get g/g and die

Just playing
but ya I was crying this morning because my dad was being an asshole but I got over it and ITS all ok now