great idea
thanks for the idea christine. i havent like, taken pics in a while.
i cant decide if i like my hair curly
or straight
i love nerds ^
i wish i could meet some sincere people. people that actually try to stop stuff. people that actually care about other people. im just saying how i feel and automatically one thinks im talking about them. like, what the hell man? they dont see it, they dont see how like, tons and tons of ppl talk about it likes its the new cool thing. i just dont get it. i try to free my emotions and i have someone telling me i cant do that. im not talking about them though, thats the thing!! im talking about people in general who brag about it to make ppl feel sorry for them when little do they know, someone who really needs help is sitting there and feeling torn up inside. where are the kind people?!?! i used to think some people cared about me but oh no, they gotta talk shit, they cant stand up for their "best friend." then finally i start to get friends with someone again and they have to go behind my back and stir up everything? i just dont get it. where is the love these days? i cant express my emotions anymore. im gonna make my LJ friends only because i cant say anything about how im feeling without having 5936793457346 people get on my ass about it. im gonna start hanging out with brittney. shes nice. plus i know she will have my back. finally someone does. today i was just walking to the car when school got out and dommie said something to me but i wasnt paying attention. i was too busy thinking about what those girls were saying about cutting. turns out i was supposed to call her at a certain time to arrange the whole fight. i called her. thats all that matters. im not scared of anyone. honestly. the only person im scared of is myself latley.
i cant decide if i like my hair curly
or straight
i love nerds ^
i wish i could meet some sincere people. people that actually try to stop stuff. people that actually care about other people. im just saying how i feel and automatically one thinks im talking about them. like, what the hell man? they dont see it, they dont see how like, tons and tons of ppl talk about it likes its the new cool thing. i just dont get it. i try to free my emotions and i have someone telling me i cant do that. im not talking about them though, thats the thing!! im talking about people in general who brag about it to make ppl feel sorry for them when little do they know, someone who really needs help is sitting there and feeling torn up inside. where are the kind people?!?! i used to think some people cared about me but oh no, they gotta talk shit, they cant stand up for their "best friend." then finally i start to get friends with someone again and they have to go behind my back and stir up everything? i just dont get it. where is the love these days? i cant express my emotions anymore. im gonna make my LJ friends only because i cant say anything about how im feeling without having 5936793457346 people get on my ass about it. im gonna start hanging out with brittney. shes nice. plus i know she will have my back. finally someone does. today i was just walking to the car when school got out and dommie said something to me but i wasnt paying attention. i was too busy thinking about what those girls were saying about cutting. turns out i was supposed to call her at a certain time to arrange the whole fight. i called her. thats all that matters. im not scared of anyone. honestly. the only person im scared of is myself latley.