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[irweasil]

Now I know why i don't go on the compy anymore..
its a waste
and all it does is make me think...
I try to avoid that...
being completely oblivious and ignorant works for me
when feelings don't
so ask anyone the word on the street and they will tell you
but why listen to them when you can get it straight from the person
I jsut wish you would say it already
maybe end this
maybe im jsut not good enough
thats why i don't talk
or don't ever talk loud enough
fear of the truth
fear of despise in your voice
fear of fear itself
but the rain at least made it happy
it seems the world can cry when i can't