One day I'll learn

May 20, 2002 00:28

To start things off....I have got to stop playing with double-edged swords! why do I find myself in the same spot as you(you know who I'm talking to)? I try to let go and say I don't care, but it's still there....strong as ever. Thanks for not making it harder on me.
Looking forward to seeing Renee(even though no Becka-boo :p) and heading up to Huntsville and hitting the club. Man, I miss club music and dancing soooooo much!
Finding myself in a very wierd place; 2 girls I'm really attracted to, both of which I can't read, and they both work at Waffle House!? Gonna take me a while to figure this one out......
Everyone seems really upset and bitchy.....is it something in the water? I came home the other night to find all my roomates in a COMPLETELY bitchy mood(one has appologized and I thank you for that). I just couldn't handle it and I went to my room. When has anyone known of something that I couldn't handle? I'm losing my hold on my emotions and afraid I'm going to do something crass.....Must gain control again. I know I'm going to breakdown soon...real soon...I can feel it coming. Waiting for you Renee, we need to talk....bad. To everyone else though, please try to contain your emotional outbreaks(I know it's alot to ask, but please!) to when I'm not around; at least for a little while.
I still love you all.
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