I hate school.
College is supposed to be the best time of your life. So far, I've only gone out twice, I've only seen my friends from last year once, and I got D's on my first two exams. What am I doing wrong?!?
I cried two times in the past 24 hours. Once last night from stress, I couldn't take it, I just cracked. (Like Christina on Grey's Anatomy- you can only lie to yourself for so long. Reality set in, and I just sobbed and sobbed.) I'm a terrible student. And I have nothing to show for it. No semblance of a social life, no clubs, no rock hard abs...nothing. The other time was this afternoon after finding out the grade on my exam. That was pretty devastating since I was pretty confident that I got an A.
I'm know there's upside to all of this, but I can't find one. I have friends that love me, but I don't see them. I have a wonderful boyfriend, but we only see eachother when we are studying or at work. When I stay the night at his house, all we do is sleep (really) because both of us are so tired. I could live at the library, but I think that might make things worse.
...any suggestions?
I cried two times in the past 24 hours. Once last night from stress, I couldn't take it, I just cracked. (Like Christina on Grey's Anatomy- you can only lie to yourself for so long. Reality set in, and I just sobbed and sobbed.) I'm a terrible student. And I have nothing to show for it. No semblance of a social life, no clubs, no rock hard abs...nothing. The other time was this afternoon after finding out the grade on my exam. That was pretty devastating since I was pretty confident that I got an A.
I'm know there's upside to all of this, but I can't find one. I have friends that love me, but I don't see them. I have a wonderful boyfriend, but we only see eachother when we are studying or at work. When I stay the night at his house, all we do is sleep (really) because both of us are so tired. I could live at the library, but I think that might make things worse.
...any suggestions?