Feb 01, 2005 23:27
February 1, 2005
Dear friend,
I read your book today and well it couldn't have come at a more weird time. The book was great, and it is one of my favorites. I thought I would show my appreciation by sharing a story from my day. Maybe a small bit of history is in order to tell this story correctly...well not a small bit of history more like a few weeks. Say your this person who is generaly lonely, and you meet this girl and you think she is pretty damn awesome but she doesn't want a man right now so ok. You can be friends with her easy. But it really hurt a little on the inside. Then one day we happened to hold hands I guess she liked me now I smiled. After some smiling and holding and caring and listening and feeling good, well I dont know what changed. She didnt like me anymore. It didn't have anything to do with me she swears up and down, and I believe her I have to. The problem is that I can't just turn off the way I felt it is hard for me to sit here and feel like this and even contemplate how I was happy yesterday at this time laying there with her. I know I need to be friends with her, she needs it, and I probably need her as a friend to. It will just take me time I guess. I don't really know what possessed me to be so long winded and open about my day maybe it was the book. It really moved me at so many points.
Thank you
Love always,
Chris
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