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I have these feelings and I feel like I should let go but part of me holds on. These feelings just spawn hope...lots of dirty dirty hope. Now I dont care to much for hope but it gives me a sense of motion a senese of something to shoot for and somewhere to go. If I got rid of the hope I would just be living a weekly schedule day to day waiting to die or something. Or maybe I would cease to exist what with no real motive in life. I really dont know what i'm trying to say here but I just said something. maybe it makes sense to someone out there.