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[irshlprchn]

I haven't posted to this in a long long long long time. Haha and I don't know how much I feel like typing so you will probably just get short version of everything

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[anonymous]

Maybe it's that you haven't looked at things from their perspective. Maybe it's that they haven't percieved enough of an effort from YOU before they can ever learn to trust you again. Maybe they counted on you, and gave you so much of their hearts and souls, and felt like you abused it completely, and replied with a mere "oops, sorry, friends?" So yeah, when you try to re-connect, they're not gonna believe one damn word you say, because they see no change in you as a person, and they see no effort to fix the wrongs. Maybe they're also idiots for still treating you like shit for the past. It is the past, and they need to stop killing you over it. Still, maybe a simple facebook message for the millionth time is only percieved as a half-assed apology, and you should stop waiting for people to come to YOU. Really, if anything, all you've shown people is that they were idiots for ever giving themselves completely to you in the first place. Maybe you need to get off of your ass and fix things in people instead of blaming them for being

[irshlprchn]

Maybe any other efforts to make contact and to try and make things right again were shut down, so the only way to actually get in contact is through facebook. And for there to be change seen in me, you might actually have to talk to me, and not just go off of what people supposedly think I'm doing.