Dec 29, 2004 17:06
i hate how my family makes me feel guilty when i am not over there 24 hours a day. i went out this morning to meet with jenny and i called to see if they needed me to get anything of course my grandma begins to bitch at me that i need to pack my stuff....xmas stuff....well when i get there i begin packing and hang out until 4:30 and as i am leaving liz starts to get bitchy with me because i am not coming back that night. why cant they let me have my own life. its so nice (even though i am housesitting) to go over there for a few hours and then come home to drew. sometimes i wish i went out on my own right out of high school. i would be struggling but at least i would have a life of my own.