Mar 25, 2011 01:15
Somewhere, in some part of me, I am happy. I am content. I do not hate myself, where i've been, what ive done and how i've treated my dearest friends and family. I have found a goal in life, and I have the courage to pursue it. I have the courage to use the time given to me before i've spent all my savings. I believe I have the chance to make life better for someone else.
I am not a jealous person. I'm no fool, but i don't believe that every guy i'm attracted to will fuck me over. I am not a selfish person. I call my friends incessantly (or rarely) because i care about them and still want to give them the space they need.
I am NOT perfect. But I am a good person. I love, even if i am not loved in return.