May 04, 2004 06:41
Ha, yeah. Back and typing with one hand in the not so fucking fun way. It'll be a while before I'm up to speed again and I won't be on for very long when I do come around, but I will be around.
I really am pretty fucked up. I've been jacked before, pounded and pulped, shot at and thrown off shit but this was kind of bad even for me. I got scars on top of scars happening. My pain meds are making me nauseous as fuck and my sense of humor is dulled, a lot. I'm about as stressed out as I can possibly get. I do have Niko to thank for the one seriously amazing, bright spot in this entire time, despite the fact that he felt he had to cut out of here before I bought him a drink. Safe passage, brother. Thanks for everything.
And since public statements have been made about aspects of my personal life, here's another: Dealer folds. Shift ends. Sit there all you want, you'll just piss off the janitor.
Fuck me? Fuck me? Fuck off.
Thanks to everyone who wrote for your emails. They made a big difference at the time.