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ya, this shit sucks. think of the worst feeling u have ever had, times it by a million, that is how i feel and i cant even imagine how much worse it is for u. i dont know why it happened, but it did, and its shit. this is the most pain i have ever felt in my entire life, and it is because of how much i care about u, and i hate how hurt u are. i hate that it is pretty much my fault that u feel like this. the last thing i ever is for u to be hurt in any way. it makes me sick. i have felt pain, but not like this, not this bad. i dont want change, i guess it is for the best, i dont even know. i am lost, i am lost in a world of shit, and pain and it sucks. i have never felt so sorry and so bad, all i can say, again, im sorry to put u through this, im sorry u have to feel like this, but we will work through it. we will stay close, we will always be friends, no matter what, forever.