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I guess when crazy things (and when i say crazy i don't necessarily mean bad crazy) happen in your life.. you figure out really quickly those who are going to be there always, and those who were just there because the attention they were getting from you was only important to them for their benefit.
I hate growing up because it means letting go. I don't do that very well. I am constantly pushing my feelings aside so I can make everyone else feel better and i don't think i will EVER learn.
I'm actually for the first time in my life truly happy. Within all the chaos I feel like I can finally breathe.
I need to learn to let go
just let the fuck go...
It is just so incredibly not worth it anymore.
I hate growing up because it means letting go. I don't do that very well. I am constantly pushing my feelings aside so I can make everyone else feel better and i don't think i will EVER learn.
I'm actually for the first time in my life truly happy. Within all the chaos I feel like I can finally breathe.
I need to learn to let go
just let the fuck go...
It is just so incredibly not worth it anymore.