i thought about death today
when the going gets tough
the tough stops going.
life can be such a pain
disappointing at times
and even heartbreaking.
death seems like a relief of such emotions.
i thought about death today.
life would be so much easier
if nothing matters anymore.
life would be so much easier
if all the worries come to a standstill.
life would be so much easier.
if i didn't feel anything anymore.
i thought about death today.
the idea seems so appealing.
especially when nothing seems right these day.
and yet am i willing to let everything go just yet?
i don't know anymore.
i think i should go to bed.
maybe just maybe
such morbid thoughts of mine will just fade away tomorrow.