im gonna tell you a secret

Sep 02, 2008 14:45



am feeling rather grumpy lately.

when im asleep.
its always filled with dreams.
once i even dreamed that i was one of the characters in the game im playing.

the constant construction work aint helping either.
they start work early too early in the day.

my mind is over flowing.
with thoughts and problems.
involving every single little thing.
from house moving woes to results from school.

did i mention that my results are so disappointing?
and dont let me get started with the moving issues.

random random thoughts.

the bestie mentioned something yesterday.
was i grumpy because i got rejected again?
yes. again.
that's what he said.
but there's nobody to reject me recently.

maybe im still sore from that last rejection.
which happened not so long ago.

or is it because im still not over that.
it has been close to a year already.

so much going on right now.
and its not helping much.
 i'll be going for my first class of the semester.
and not forgetting that my back hurts.

i dont like the way i see life right now.
but there's nothing i can do about it.
for now that is.

o great.
the construction has stopped.
gonna grab a quick nap before they resume working.

wish me luck for my first week of school.

thoughts, life

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