bandit
1. the distance is not you. it is me, like always. and i just want to grab you and shake you and hug you and spend nights over and laugh and talk and scream without a voice that you have to bring me back again like you always do.
2. who are you really? are you real, for real? i realized my world would not be mine and like this if it weren't for you. just like i bear with you, you're bearing with me now, holding my hand and asking sofly if i'm okay. you know when something's wrong before i do, and you spend all your energy searching for the solution. you anchor me to the ground and then throw me to the sky where we tumble around in the wind for hours. write me letters and shower me with songs and come home. i know you have to do things and i have to do things but i miss you i love you come home.
3. you are the friend who opened my eyes to a different world of loving everyone. of loving myself too. sure, first impressions tend to blind a few details, but in the end, you are still that friend. i hope for a long time more we can don torn denim and ride our bikes into the midnight for summers to come.
4. forever more will you be tied to guitar playing in the grass and that big green puffy vest you wear. memories of you and the rest of them are untouchable in my head, and i am most impressed by you because you are genuine. and you truly care about me and didnt make fun of me when i cried. friend, stay with me.
5. at first you didnt like me, i could tell. you were apprehensive and didnt trust my younger age. i cant say i liked you much either, and found you blaringly condescending. not until that one night with a few others could i really see you in a different light. there's something in you, and i wish i'd had more time to find it.
6. what are you doing? what the fuck are you doing? and where did you go? you are a person who i put in my heart as a friend who really was a friend. now i can see it wouldnt really matter to you what happened to me at all. what are you doing with your life and the people you care about? wake up.
7. we go pretty way back. not kindergarten way back, but still. we had an understanding that didn't necessarily have to be spoken. can we find it again? my mind is open
8. fuck you. money is not everything. your job was to take care of me, to love me. you couldnt even do that.
9. your age is young but you are old enough to find who you are. please be careful. please grow up with love intertwined in your thoughts. be a friend.
10. you are sort of my sister but ironically i don't know you at all. i really want to, though. i want to see you smile. so badly. i want you to be happy, i want you to be in a place that is good and where people will love you. i want to get to know you.
2. who are you really? are you real, for real? i realized my world would not be mine and like this if it weren't for you. just like i bear with you, you're bearing with me now, holding my hand and asking sofly if i'm okay. you know when something's wrong before i do, and you spend all your energy searching for the solution. you anchor me to the ground and then throw me to the sky where we tumble around in the wind for hours. write me letters and shower me with songs and come home. i know you have to do things and i have to do things but i miss you i love you come home.
3. you are the friend who opened my eyes to a different world of loving everyone. of loving myself too. sure, first impressions tend to blind a few details, but in the end, you are still that friend. i hope for a long time more we can don torn denim and ride our bikes into the midnight for summers to come.
4. forever more will you be tied to guitar playing in the grass and that big green puffy vest you wear. memories of you and the rest of them are untouchable in my head, and i am most impressed by you because you are genuine. and you truly care about me and didnt make fun of me when i cried. friend, stay with me.
5. at first you didnt like me, i could tell. you were apprehensive and didnt trust my younger age. i cant say i liked you much either, and found you blaringly condescending. not until that one night with a few others could i really see you in a different light. there's something in you, and i wish i'd had more time to find it.
6. what are you doing? what the fuck are you doing? and where did you go? you are a person who i put in my heart as a friend who really was a friend. now i can see it wouldnt really matter to you what happened to me at all. what are you doing with your life and the people you care about? wake up.
7. we go pretty way back. not kindergarten way back, but still. we had an understanding that didn't necessarily have to be spoken. can we find it again? my mind is open
8. fuck you. money is not everything. your job was to take care of me, to love me. you couldnt even do that.
9. your age is young but you are old enough to find who you are. please be careful. please grow up with love intertwined in your thoughts. be a friend.
10. you are sort of my sister but ironically i don't know you at all. i really want to, though. i want to see you smile. so badly. i want you to be happy, i want you to be in a place that is good and where people will love you. i want to get to know you.