friends, hold my hand now

[irregular_luvr]

i see my father tomorrow
at my grandmother's request.
i'm afraid, i know i'm going to cry
i've been able to mask it for so long
i've been wearing that goddamn mask for so long
tomorrow it will shatter
and the pieces will cut my face
and i'll cry
right in front of him
right where he can see me
the goddamn mask will shatter
and i will cry.