Jan 29, 2005 02:07
I had this whole week off,well i was suppose to have just tues-fri but i cut the whole day monday.
its been 5 days of boringness and non stop playing halo 2 on xbox live. its so addicting...like crack. but i love it. i got my first kill frenzy..which is sick , its when u kill a guy 5 times in a row..like 5 diff. guys in a row. soo ill.
I get my report card next monday and i am so dreading it. I hope i didnt fail more then 1 subject. i happen to always fail atleast 1 subject a marking period. It suxs. But yeah its life.
I was suppose to go out tonight but i got scummed. So i never recieved a phone call back. Which isent all that unusual...but for my friend danille it is cause we chill EVERY friday. But whatever.
I find it really hard to trust ppl. I always expect the worst out of ppl. probably b/c ive been scummed so many times by ppl and have dealt with so many fake ppl, i can see right thru them. For most of 10th grade i knew some of the ppl i hung out with were fake to me, but i never said anything b/c i just didn't wanna deal with it, and knowing was better than not knowing so i knew what to expect out of them.
Tottenville High School has to be one of the most sad places. Everyone here thinks they are soo fucking tough. Like literally huge bitches that are like 200 lbs and 5'11 like picking on gurls almost hamuch less then their weight and height. Its amazing. Oh and gay kids like to talk shit... like serious flaming fags. Errr. I hate my english class...officially.
I think 99.9% of the guys here are scum. I haven't had a crush on someone since like the summer...and thats sad for me. I have no amusment in my life.
Anyways,
life is soooo boring, but id rather it boring then full of drama.
<333 peace