Aug 24, 2004 21:55
well i just got word that my mom and her husband are moving to Florida september 15th. That gives me what?..22 days left in long beach!! omgg i was hysterical. Its so weird..like i use to hate this place. Ive lived here first when i came in 2nd grade and left right before 6th to my dads and then came back at the end of 7th, And have been here since. Im just now getting comfortable here and my asshole parents have to go and fuck everything up!?! This is so fucked up.
I dont wanna start over at all!!! i really dont wanna start over again. I hate starting over. Im sick of it. Ive never been in one school for the whole time, Ive always switched schools for some stupid reason.
And to make things worse i bugged out last night when i smoked and like ughh such a bad weed "trip/high". I mean like that weed was awsome but i just dunno what happened to me.. like it all hit me right after we finished smoking. Like my heart was goin a billion miles per hour and i was gettin scared. Ughh then i got dehydrated..almost threw up. BAD BAD situation. I thought i was gonna die.
Well on the bright side...i went to the mall with erika today and i got some shit...sweatpants,shirt,sweater,necklace,rings,belt.Not alot but some stuff.
Okay im gonna wait for my AIM to finish downloading and like try to figure out how im gonna survive this.
peace &