you, and you, and you were there!!!!

Apr 27, 2007 00:09

well, i was going to make a post that was kind of long like the previous couple of posts and then it happened...i went on myspace. my god i've fucking struck stalker gold!!! i dare not keep you waiting any longer for the new stalker update. the weekend is here and i see no reason why i shouldn't try to get a few more stalkers. here's the newest message. i swear to god it's like christmas every day for me when i look at my myspace account haha.

also, i still have not had a cigarette...i think i may die.

Apr 26, 2007 4:50 PM
title: please read all of it and i swear i'll leave you the hell alone.

hi, all of this has a point i just tend to explain to much
but still read it please.

i think it's safe to say i lost it for a minute there. my ex and i were broken up for like a month and a half before i met you. after five years. i broke up with him of lots of reasons. But i made the mistake of trying to be friends with him. Huge mistake. For a while he called me once like every other day and then he started to call me like five times a day. he would do werid shit like call me and say "hi, what are you doing," "oh well im busy i gotta go," why would someone call you and say sorry i can't talk. anyways, i told him off one day and i was like after everything you've put me through im trying to be friends with you but your acting crazy so leave me the helll alone. the next day he was like sorry and was like no i wanna be friends blah,blah,blah. then i went up to msu the next day and met you.
well, sunday when home he called me left a message for me and he was like he "we reallly need to talk.. ", and so i went over his place and he said that he wanted to get back together with me and he was being really scary . he started yelling at me and crying. (why does any of this matter to you ... im getting there .sorry.)
just so that he hopefully at the time would leave me alone i told him about you. well after i did he finally left me alone. days later ,specifically the day before my b-day ( the 17th ) he called again. he was like let me take you out for a drink. and everyone i know everyone was busy, all my friends weren't taking me out till the weekend and my b-day was on a tuesday. basically i told him you were taking me out just (partly because i wanted to see you again too. )because i didn't want to spend my 21st with my depressing ex. so he said i'll hang out with you until you came i left to see you. to make the rest of this really long story short you were the first person i was with after him and he made me feel like you weren't intrested in me at all. that no guy would be and i was just i piece of ass to you. Because why would someone else be intrested in me dumb, ulgy, fill in the blank about me. so i don't know what happened about us going out that night because you told me to call you back you never answered. i don't know if something came up because you were babysitting or what ever. it doesn't matter. And i stayed at his all night because you never called and all night he told me how stupid was for thinking that you would be intrested in me. i don't know why i listened to him or why i stayed there. but i did and i freaked out and when i left there (still wasted i stayed up all night drinking 5 star and listening to him)
then i thought it would be a good idea to call you and tell you off or something i have no idea why i would have called you wright then but i did.
anyways whether i was or wasn't just a piece of ass to you, just wanted to say sorry for bothering you with my issues. and thank you for helping get him out of my life and giving me peace in life again. (i hope that made since and if i still seem like a scary, crazy stalker chick ,i give.)

(anyways i decieded that there are like 5 billion men out there and i think i'm gonna find one that will respond to me. (J/K) . )

what should i do about this? respond to her? naaah. roll the 20 sided dice? YES!

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