it is the end of the world
i saw the star wars movie last night. kevin has transformed me into a
mini sw nerd. hahahah i never thought i would see the day. but i gotta
admit, the movie was good. we were rep'in the darkside: he got me a
cute little anakin baby t and then he had this darkside t shirt. i left
my wampa stuffed animal in the car hahahahaha.
im so bored.
does this ever happen to anyone else???:
(i actually think i just figured out the problem i havent even wrote about yet but, anyway, here it is) when im tired around 2 or 3 in the morning i think i should get in bed and go to sleep, but then i get really anxious. its like i psyche myself out all of a sudden and stress about not being THAT tired and having a hard time falling asleep. also, my dreams have been really really bad lately. not so much scary but the annoying kind where they are so real and vivid and mostly about things that are very likely to happen in real life. i wake up sometimes and have a hard time discerning from dream and reality. and its usually about really dumb things, like the fish or something or turning a light off. ive had some really scary ones at kevin's house though. so i guess the problem is that i get really stressed out before i go to sleep for no reason. i thought for a minute that it was separation anxiety (sleeping by myself in my bed) but last night it happened even though i was wih him and it was 4 am and i was tired from being the theater for 4 hours. yes, 4 hours. we got there at 10. i had a pretty stressful day other than than too. maybe its just a phase. im pretty sure that once i start my new job and things get rolling again, i will be able to sleep much better. its just the actualy starting thats the difficult part. its all up to me.
but maybe on sunday we can get a kitty finally. we got cool new fish yesterday. petting zoo soon. i swear, i like anything furry. im such a kid at heart sometimes.
I NEED A VACATION!!!
im so bored.
does this ever happen to anyone else???:
(i actually think i just figured out the problem i havent even wrote about yet but, anyway, here it is) when im tired around 2 or 3 in the morning i think i should get in bed and go to sleep, but then i get really anxious. its like i psyche myself out all of a sudden and stress about not being THAT tired and having a hard time falling asleep. also, my dreams have been really really bad lately. not so much scary but the annoying kind where they are so real and vivid and mostly about things that are very likely to happen in real life. i wake up sometimes and have a hard time discerning from dream and reality. and its usually about really dumb things, like the fish or something or turning a light off. ive had some really scary ones at kevin's house though. so i guess the problem is that i get really stressed out before i go to sleep for no reason. i thought for a minute that it was separation anxiety (sleeping by myself in my bed) but last night it happened even though i was wih him and it was 4 am and i was tired from being the theater for 4 hours. yes, 4 hours. we got there at 10. i had a pretty stressful day other than than too. maybe its just a phase. im pretty sure that once i start my new job and things get rolling again, i will be able to sleep much better. its just the actualy starting thats the difficult part. its all up to me.
but maybe on sunday we can get a kitty finally. we got cool new fish yesterday. petting zoo soon. i swear, i like anything furry. im such a kid at heart sometimes.
I NEED A VACATION!!!