ugh
so every now and then iget a little down and frustrated about the same shit that gets me down and frustrated...and i know i should make my feelings known but the fucked up part is i dont feel that im fully "entitled" to. and i was told never to do that with him and i know i shouldnt but i just dont know. i dont think it would fix anything bc i really cant think of a way it could be better bc...OBVIOUSLY!!! you know.
but the show room raiders...i know 3 ppl that have raided rooms on that show now. and i met one raider at aiko on saturday night. it was this girl ava when they did the show in atl. crazy shit. she squeezed my butt and told me i was cute. she was really drunk lol. kevin had to play at aiko on sat. night and it was fun. nice place. lil kev played so well and ripped everyone a new asshole. it was fantastic.
in other news, my toes are so swollen from work. my blood pretty much pools in my toes from just standing there all day. but at least i got some really cute platform mary janes that even out my arch a little. all my black shoes are like 4-5 inches tall. when i got home tonight i soaked my feet in a vibrating feet bath thing with epsom salt and now i have them elevated with a frozen gel pad thing on them to get rid of the swelling. i dont have to work until 4 tomorrow. you fucking assholes. i kind of hate my schedule bc i dont get off until 8 every time i work
all i want is some fucking cheese cake damnit.