to a lady indeed
i should have known, i should have listened to myself. i should have done so much more. i should have i should have i should have. and now...
now there's nothing to do, no love to hold. and with everything gone its time to begin. the end has come. it have left as well. and in this birth, this new world order, its got nothing for me, but that doesn't mean there's no hope, how can one live without hope? there's plenty of hope, plenty of brightness in the stars tonight. tomorrow there's snow or ice or something cold and precipitous, but tonight? tonight's a day a new beginning. tonight's the death of an inconsolable fool. the birth of something so much more. and yet, i have no idea what or who i am. i do know that with great loves come great inspiration, to work perfectly across this earth. i will work, endlessly, tirelessly, towards the one end i know must be true. to the beauty and perfection which i cannot have, which i cannot hold, which i cannot bear. i will witness it, and i will remember it, but i will not be with it. that is true, until some great change pulls a new blanket over this sky for me. and until that day, i live and worship to find and know what it must mean to love, to love without borders, without ends, without anything, nothing in return, only the pure giving to the thing which is. is pure. is true. is real. is whole. is ever present. is god. is light. is dark. is every rule and every exception which has, does, will, and will not ever exist.
now there's nothing to do, no love to hold. and with everything gone its time to begin. the end has come. it have left as well. and in this birth, this new world order, its got nothing for me, but that doesn't mean there's no hope, how can one live without hope? there's plenty of hope, plenty of brightness in the stars tonight. tomorrow there's snow or ice or something cold and precipitous, but tonight? tonight's a day a new beginning. tonight's the death of an inconsolable fool. the birth of something so much more. and yet, i have no idea what or who i am. i do know that with great loves come great inspiration, to work perfectly across this earth. i will work, endlessly, tirelessly, towards the one end i know must be true. to the beauty and perfection which i cannot have, which i cannot hold, which i cannot bear. i will witness it, and i will remember it, but i will not be with it. that is true, until some great change pulls a new blanket over this sky for me. and until that day, i live and worship to find and know what it must mean to love, to love without borders, without ends, without anything, nothing in return, only the pure giving to the thing which is. is pure. is true. is real. is whole. is ever present. is god. is light. is dark. is every rule and every exception which has, does, will, and will not ever exist.