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so hi. happy 4th. life's been treating me somewhat good i suppose. sometimes i feel like my "friends" are really just enemies in hiding. it's kind of scary...people i've known all my life, i feel i can't trust anymore. no, it's not that..maybe it's that i just don't know how to go about trusting, period, anymore. it's always come so natural. i've always been a people person, and i mean, i still am, but latly i feel like i'm so distant from everyone. it's weird. i'm like, 2nd guessing things i've always done, and the way i've always been. i'm 2nd guessing myself, and i shouldn't, because i'm happy with myself. who knows. Blue show on Saturday...that should definately get me out of my dumpy mood. my Guyish and Phil will both be here, and my whole family's going to the show. good shit, man, real good.