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Okay, so I had an ex boyfriend, Craig.
Seriously the most amazing boy ever.
He remembered small things & he remembered to do small things.
He was one of those boyfriends that holds your hand all the time, gives you kisses on the forehead every 2 minutes & introduces you to all his friends and gets along with yours.
Hahaha oh my god I am already crying.
So we dated for a while and he was moving to Kelowna to pursue his boxing and live with his mom.
The day he left I pretty much broke down outside his window after being with him the night.
&we had broken up because we decided that it would be good if we dated different people.
Long distance things are hard.
So christmas was coming up and I said jokingly to my mom, "If Craig comes up and I miss him I'll hate you."
Hahaha he did.
He had also came over twice and I wasn't home.
So Kelly, Cody, & I were walking & seen some guy on an electric skateboard.
Cody said "Hey! It's Andrew!"
Kelly said "Whatever, that looks like Steve."
&I said "Holy fuck, is that Craig."
Kelly started laughing and told me I was crazy and I thought I was hallucinating.
He stopped his stupid ass skateboard and came and gave me a big hug and I turned to Kelly & Cody and said I told you so.
It was pretty much everything I hoped it would be when I seen him.
So we all went to some field after we had drunk some beer.
Which was gay cause we had only had three altogether.
So we were in the field and we had a blanket and Craig & I had had it for like 20 minutes so I gave it to Kel and Cody.
But then Craig was like shivering really badly so we decided to go into Kelly's car & mess around.
Me and Craig are in the back and Kel and Cody are in the front.
But Kel and Cody were like we're gonna go inside for a bit.
So me and Craig are like okay whatever so we fuck around a bit (No sex involved, I'm a virgin.) and then after he gets up and says "I gotta go."
So I was very upset because I was like what, am I a fucking booty call?
He told me that if I wanted I could walk home with him.
So I did and at the top of his street he says "I gotta let you go here."
So he could tell I was about to cry and he's tryiong to kiss me and I am just standing there with my arms crosses.. he kept trying but I was pissed.
He told me he would talk to me soon and that he was glad he saw me.
So I was supposed to hang out with Jeff that day and I blew him off for Craig.
& I knew I could go and vent to him and get drunk.
So I went to his house and he wasn't home which really disappointed me.
So I went home and told my mom I was sad and she didn't have time for me because she was too busy reading a book.
So I went to bed... but I couldn't sleep and woke up at 4 10 and I started crying.
So I came down here with some tea and started writing and this is the product of doing so.
Sorta just my way to vent.
Craig got on that bus an hour ago..
& I am already feeling it.
Wow today's going to be a horrible day.
I am already depressed and I have to go to some lady's funeral that I never knew..
I don't even own an entire black outfit...
Not even black pants.
Oh well, I'll live.
I am done venting for tonight.
-Baby duckie.
Seriously the most amazing boy ever.
He remembered small things & he remembered to do small things.
He was one of those boyfriends that holds your hand all the time, gives you kisses on the forehead every 2 minutes & introduces you to all his friends and gets along with yours.
Hahaha oh my god I am already crying.
So we dated for a while and he was moving to Kelowna to pursue his boxing and live with his mom.
The day he left I pretty much broke down outside his window after being with him the night.
&we had broken up because we decided that it would be good if we dated different people.
Long distance things are hard.
So christmas was coming up and I said jokingly to my mom, "If Craig comes up and I miss him I'll hate you."
Hahaha he did.
He had also came over twice and I wasn't home.
So Kelly, Cody, & I were walking & seen some guy on an electric skateboard.
Cody said "Hey! It's Andrew!"
Kelly said "Whatever, that looks like Steve."
&I said "Holy fuck, is that Craig."
Kelly started laughing and told me I was crazy and I thought I was hallucinating.
He stopped his stupid ass skateboard and came and gave me a big hug and I turned to Kelly & Cody and said I told you so.
It was pretty much everything I hoped it would be when I seen him.
So we all went to some field after we had drunk some beer.
Which was gay cause we had only had three altogether.
So we were in the field and we had a blanket and Craig & I had had it for like 20 minutes so I gave it to Kel and Cody.
But then Craig was like shivering really badly so we decided to go into Kelly's car & mess around.
Me and Craig are in the back and Kel and Cody are in the front.
But Kel and Cody were like we're gonna go inside for a bit.
So me and Craig are like okay whatever so we fuck around a bit (No sex involved, I'm a virgin.) and then after he gets up and says "I gotta go."
So I was very upset because I was like what, am I a fucking booty call?
He told me that if I wanted I could walk home with him.
So I did and at the top of his street he says "I gotta let you go here."
So he could tell I was about to cry and he's tryiong to kiss me and I am just standing there with my arms crosses.. he kept trying but I was pissed.
He told me he would talk to me soon and that he was glad he saw me.
So I was supposed to hang out with Jeff that day and I blew him off for Craig.
& I knew I could go and vent to him and get drunk.
So I went to his house and he wasn't home which really disappointed me.
So I went home and told my mom I was sad and she didn't have time for me because she was too busy reading a book.
So I went to bed... but I couldn't sleep and woke up at 4 10 and I started crying.
So I came down here with some tea and started writing and this is the product of doing so.
Sorta just my way to vent.
Craig got on that bus an hour ago..
& I am already feeling it.
Wow today's going to be a horrible day.
I am already depressed and I have to go to some lady's funeral that I never knew..
I don't even own an entire black outfit...
Not even black pants.
Oh well, I'll live.
I am done venting for tonight.
-Baby duckie.