Don't get creeped out...it's the last thing I need
Okay, I must be dealing with some awful stress for the past 2 days...something's not right with me right now...
I'm not getting rest when I'm suppose to be, more than not my mind is racing 100mph all the time with thoughts that doesn't seem "me", my muscles are freaking tensed up all the time...so now I'm becoming exhausted frequently. I'm still in a deep depression that seriously needs some attension and get resolved very soon, because I'm easily loosing my temper with little things.
But that's all physical, then theres the emotional, or psychological...I'm not sure which one but my mind is a wreck. It's weird to explain I guess. I feel like I have to learn to think all over again or something. I feel like my mind is being "rewired" slowly and now in my mind I have to go about doing things a different way than normal. Things just seem to be a hologram, or just a hallucination? I don't know, but everything is becoming a fake sense of reality.
I'm not doing drugs or anything...although it sounds like it after reading it, but I'm not the guy to even experiment with that crap.
It's just that something is screwing with my sense of reality. I'm really getting f'ed up by something. WTF is going on, I don't know. I just don't know. I'm losing my mind.
How do you go about getting better from this kind of thing?
Orr~
I'm not getting rest when I'm suppose to be, more than not my mind is racing 100mph all the time with thoughts that doesn't seem "me", my muscles are freaking tensed up all the time...so now I'm becoming exhausted frequently. I'm still in a deep depression that seriously needs some attension and get resolved very soon, because I'm easily loosing my temper with little things.
But that's all physical, then theres the emotional, or psychological...I'm not sure which one but my mind is a wreck. It's weird to explain I guess. I feel like I have to learn to think all over again or something. I feel like my mind is being "rewired" slowly and now in my mind I have to go about doing things a different way than normal. Things just seem to be a hologram, or just a hallucination? I don't know, but everything is becoming a fake sense of reality.
I'm not doing drugs or anything...although it sounds like it after reading it, but I'm not the guy to even experiment with that crap.
It's just that something is screwing with my sense of reality. I'm really getting f'ed up by something. WTF is going on, I don't know. I just don't know. I'm losing my mind.
How do you go about getting better from this kind of thing?
Orr~