It was kind of weird being the first one home. Jo was used to coming home and seeing Sam’s jacket, shoes then Sam himself. Tonight, only Ford greeted her. She was tempted to call him and ask, but that felt kind of clingy and she wasn’t really the clingy type. So, she walked Ford, ordered dinner and settled in to wait
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His boss never failed to point out that he was there as a favor to Dean, and that he had to just sit down, shut up and do his job. Don't rock the boat, or he'll get thrown overboard.
There had been a large case that had gone through the Circuit Court that afternoon in which all the paperwork needed to be available the following morning. Sam had tried to get it prepared, but one of the motions had gotten caught in the copier's pull area and it had torn as Sam pulled it out.
He was still licking his wounds from the verbal reprimanding as he finally put his keys in the door and walked inside. He knew he was late and he just wanted to take a hot shower and crawl into bed. He was so worn out that he didn't even feel hungry. Just tired.
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She couldn't quite keep the excitement out of her voice though when he came in.
"Hey Sam, there's leftovers in the over still warm if you're hungry."
She liked having him home.
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Even coming home to Jo wasn't enough to get the depression out of his voice. He tried to shake it off before he got home but it was too much today and he barely scratched Ford behind his ears before taking his jacket off and hanging it up.
The puppy whined and pawwed at Sam's leg, and Sam pushed him back down. "No Ford. Down."
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"You look like you had a bad day," she said, reaching out and rubbing his arm lightly.
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He sighed and then looked up at her as his hair fell over his face. "I just want to take a shower and go to bed. Don't feel you have to be quiet on account of me."
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"Tell me about it," she said, trying to coax him. "You can even tell me about it in the shower if you want."
He was always such a comfort to her, she really wanted to be the same for him.
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His fuck-ups were just going to haunt him forever.
"Nothing to talk about. It's just a stressful job. I'll get used to it eventually."
He did close his eyes are her touch. "Jo, I'm alright. Just tired."
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Because she cared and she knew the signs of a miserable Sam. He looked more unhappy with each day and she didn't want that for him. She wanted him happy.
She just didn't know how to breach the subject with him. it seemed taboo.
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Sam stepped closer and just rested his forehead against hers. "I really don't want to talk about it though. I'd rather just forget it."
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It always got to her if she didn't talk about it, just ate away at her and drove her nuts. She didn't want that for him. She only wanted good things for him.
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He didn't mean it to come off that harsh, but he was tired of everyone seeing him that way. He hated the way some of them looked at him at work.
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She really hated it. The Sam she knew and loved was going away and she missed him.
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He pulled away from her, heading towards the bathroom to take his shower.
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"Sorry, I was just..." she crossed her arms and looked down, "Trying to help. Sorry."
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