The Times They Are A Changin'
This last week was pretty interesting. I had more than a few revelations. You know. I have realized that my passion for the theatre is not as strong as it has been in the past. That is very sad. I am afraid of what that means. It could just be that I am too involved with the musical side of theatre; which is much different than staight theatre. But I am still feeling a little bit unpassionate overall for all the world of theatre.
I had a meeting with one of my theatre professors on Monday. We talked for quite a while about everything for me in the world of theatre and what I needed in life for me to be who I am. Its really scary to realize that everything I thought I was, the things I built the foundations of my life on, are all for not; in reality they just represent who I used to be. And now I don't know what I am going to do exactly.
I think I am going to try to experience life the way I know I need to. I have been trying to think of all the things I need in life. I think that will help me start figuring things out. I am gonna start with the big things; love, life, family, friends, etc... I think if I start with the big things, the smaller things will come later and I can really figure everything out.
On the upside, through all of this I realized that I am half way to having a theatre minor. And almost every theatre class I have taken will count towards it, just a few won't. So thats good, if I decide to make theatre my minor; instead of my major.
But life goes on, and like most things, it will work itself out. So we'll see. But I think this is a good time for me to not just sit and wait for it to work itself out, like I usually do. I think this is a time for me to take initiative and really work to figure out who I want to be and how I am going to become that.
Don't worry about me too much though folks. I am sure it is all gonna be okay. I just need to figure some things out. But I'll be okay. And I know I will have the love and support of all of those who care about me and I know I will need it. So thanks.
I hope you all had a good week, I will talk to you all soon.
I had a meeting with one of my theatre professors on Monday. We talked for quite a while about everything for me in the world of theatre and what I needed in life for me to be who I am. Its really scary to realize that everything I thought I was, the things I built the foundations of my life on, are all for not; in reality they just represent who I used to be. And now I don't know what I am going to do exactly.
I think I am going to try to experience life the way I know I need to. I have been trying to think of all the things I need in life. I think that will help me start figuring things out. I am gonna start with the big things; love, life, family, friends, etc... I think if I start with the big things, the smaller things will come later and I can really figure everything out.
On the upside, through all of this I realized that I am half way to having a theatre minor. And almost every theatre class I have taken will count towards it, just a few won't. So thats good, if I decide to make theatre my minor; instead of my major.
But life goes on, and like most things, it will work itself out. So we'll see. But I think this is a good time for me to not just sit and wait for it to work itself out, like I usually do. I think this is a time for me to take initiative and really work to figure out who I want to be and how I am going to become that.
Don't worry about me too much though folks. I am sure it is all gonna be okay. I just need to figure some things out. But I'll be okay. And I know I will have the love and support of all of those who care about me and I know I will need it. So thanks.
I hope you all had a good week, I will talk to you all soon.