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i'm really excited for this semester to be over. i need a fresh start. i really fucked up this semester.
hopefully moving out of the dorms will give me less distractions - no people coming by to ask to go to dennys, no boyfriends that i'd rather hang out with than do school work, no having to stay up late if i dont want to.
i realize that i'm just making excuses, and i can get my shit together this second if i needed to. however, there's something so much more fulfilling with a brand new begining. not having to even remeber the past anymore.
i'm just feeling really inspired right now (acedemically) and i really want to have a super high gpa.
unfortunatley i just have to look up and see my spanish textbook and then realize that my average gpa is going to go down to straight bad once this semester's grades get averaged into it.
hopefully moving out of the dorms will give me less distractions - no people coming by to ask to go to dennys, no boyfriends that i'd rather hang out with than do school work, no having to stay up late if i dont want to.
i realize that i'm just making excuses, and i can get my shit together this second if i needed to. however, there's something so much more fulfilling with a brand new begining. not having to even remeber the past anymore.
i'm just feeling really inspired right now (acedemically) and i really want to have a super high gpa.
unfortunatley i just have to look up and see my spanish textbook and then realize that my average gpa is going to go down to straight bad once this semester's grades get averaged into it.