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Apr 22, 2006 09:52

I kinda feel like a bitch about writing the past couple entries, because when I wrote them I was depressed, and they expressed exactly how I felt, even when I read them over and over. . .
But things have changed. (I know I say things change fast, and people almost never change. . .)
I don't know when I started trusting him. . .
but I do.
And you all have read about our few bad times. maybe its time to let you in on some of our good times, too, so your impression isn't so skewed. Especially if you haven't seen us together. . .
When we're together, we goof off. Affectionate, and playful and flirtatious and intuned to each other. If something happens, then we just kind of bend with it- work it out if it needs it, sometimes are too stubborn for our own good. We're two awfully stubborn people. . .
but most of the time when we're together, we're joking. Goofing off. Or just being close to each other. . .
People see us together and say, wow, those two sure care about each other. Wow, they're so perfect together. And it kind of surprises them- Jeff because of his past, me because I'm paranoid and cynical as all fuck. . .And sometimes we have awesome times, like last night at 2:30 am when he randomly asked me to dance. . .
and he turned on some Ben Folds, and we danced around the middle of his room.
Or a couple times before, when I've dragged him off to dance to a song. Or the times we lay awake until 4 am and just talk about crazy things, like freshman year, and how things are different, what we're going to do this summer, how we're going to be in the future, how life has changed, what we remember, what we wish we coudl forget. . .
He is the Phoenix- Life, Hope, Happiness
I am the Dragon- Luck, Good Fortune, Creativity
He remembers the good times. . .I remember the bad times. . .and together, we are part of a whole. I hope we always stay together. . .7 weeks is sounding like such a long time (almost 2 months!). . .and we have only alittle over a week left. . .
tuesday marks the one week point remaining. . .its almost rather sad. . .
Finals on Friday, Optional Test Monday, Class on Tuesday. . .
and in the end? . . .
"There are no goodbyes with us. There are only until next times. You know why? . . .Because I plan to live forever."~Jeff Beck 04/22/06 2:36am
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