OMG!...life is throwing some massive curve balls!....
I'm soooooooooo freakin confused it's ridiculous. It's like as soon as something great happens in my life, something shitty happens. This whole life's great, then it sucks, is getting old quick. Now I like wait for things to go wrong and they always do. Everything and everyone i ever get close to, get's messed up, or leaves me. My life's a BIG roller-coaster! It's like one minute I couldn't be happier and then b4 i know it, everything I was ever happy about is gone...So I find myself distancing myself from the world and never letting anyone get close to me. I start to feel like if I never get close to anyone or let anyone get close to me, then i'll never get hurt, but no matter what it hurts cause i push myself away from ppl and never experience that love and closeness of another person. So either way you look at it I'm screwed. Why does life have to be so complicating?...Well i'm gonna bounce cause i'm getting ready to go to my sisters house. i mite not write tomorrow cause i'm going to a party...whoo hoo! Finally some excitement in my pathetic excuse of a life..lol...my mom and marty have onli been home for like 4 days and i already need a break from them..lol...well later peeps!
aShLeY~
aShLeY~